San Carlos Apache ~ Akimel O'Odham
Artist

Poetics



“Jonesing”

She took me to a place that I’ve never been
She took my hands and blew on them

Her high was my thrill recklessly obtained

I was on the corner calling out her name

Hitting her up with a dark serenade

Worse than feinding for crack cocaine

Jonesing for her skin scents  in that special way

I inhale exhale in this love game

My high  for her would last for days

Hidden in Holiday Inns  motel sixteen different ways

Turn up the TV and pull down the shades

I attempt to cold break this cage

Of desire destruction and passionate rage

I’m trying to handle my addiction

My own private pricked pain so in love with

Potent sticky moist--like Mary Jane

Inhaling her mist thrusting in towards hips

Crushing her tightly rolled fingertips

Sucking on her with lips in sugar coated  hits

Dazed adrift in sun-rays mesmerized bliss

As she pours herself out in measured drips

Coated with caffeine mocha slipped

Between coffee thighs and whipped creamy tricks

So hot I burn my tongue

Tasting her chocolate brown complexion

Lingering lost in her affection

She traces my spine with direction

In some downward earth axis spiral erection

Watching her cheek-boned reflection

I can hardly contain my direction

Like an inter-net spider-webbed connection

Explicitly derived diving in her lovely confections

Kit-Kat , Milky Way and Sugar Daddy recollections

Awakening to soft baby voiced sounds

Her memory wears on me  I lose sensibility

Rambling incoherently about her heated summer  sprung on me

..She could have been a vision maybe

She stands here    next to me

And I’m left helplessly

Her love rushes I’m intoxicated see

I need a 12 step program to shake her from my reality

Douglas Miles, © 2000
 
 

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