| De Ja Vou |
| I lay without motion staring at the cuiling, Music flooding into my head as i try and make a life altering choise, To accept or reject. Both routes lead to someones unhappyness. I accept and I am the one without cause any more. But to decline leads to my loves burdened heart. So I stare blankly wishing for some sort of idea. What to do seems to be the only words coming from the music now. I start to pace with out control, My mind being set on one thing at the moment. If only she knew how I really felt about her, Even the faintest idea. Maybe then she would see just what it is like for me. |