I feel alone even with myself
but it does better me
I'd like to tell you how I'm felling now
but it ruins everything
You try to judge me now / tomorrow's okay
You try to tell me now how I should feel
I don't feel like I should be here
I feel alone even with myself
Do you know what I mean
I can't explain these things that seem to repel me
They ruin everything
Your fears are working now / but I don't complain
I'm working hard to listen and that's okay
Don't you know it's not okay to be afraid of me
I hate to tell you but you're in my way
I hate when someone tries to push me away
Don't you now you can't be afraid of me
Giving away all I'm feeling now
Why don't you listen to this heart full of pain
Sounds like complaining but it's hard to refrain
Don't you know you can't be afraid fo me
Giving away all I'm felling now
Some of us play life
like a board game
It's new
fun
and you play it
with people
There's a time
you get tired
and you put it away
Then one day
you get it out
and the pieces are broken
Self discipline
I want to feel before
Take it slow
feel before you yeah
That's where I stand
Where I stand
Where I stand
Where I stand
Some of us live life
like we didn't know it exists
Care
Got to care
or it fades away
Then one day
you come to life
and living is over
I just want
I know a town where people are running
Away from life it seems always funny
They think they are smart
don't doubt what they say
Scared of a change
Existing only
To bring me down
Thought less in heart / desperate in honesty
Failed from the start / wasted and suffering
Supply them their drugs / just don't take them away
Scared of a change
Existing only
To bring me down
I don't feel like I should even worry about you
But I take the time and you push me away
I don't care too much no more
I always seem to waste my breath
Go my own way
Go my own way
I know a town where people are running
Away from life it seems always funny
They think they are smart
don't doubt what they say
Scared of a change
Existing only
To bring me down
Thought less in heart / desperate in honesty
Failed from the start / wasted and suffering
Supply them their drugs / just don't take them away
Scared of a change
Existing only
To bring me down
I don't feel like I should even worry about you
But I take the time and you push me away
I don't care too much no more
I always seem to waste my breath
Go my own way
Go my own way
I can see the orange sky in front of me
I can see things you'll never see
People say it's all a dream
But I can say words you couldn't speak
Is it me
can you believe
You'll never live the world I live
Is it me
It is only me
I can only live a world to live
Break away from you
shattered beliefs
Detaching from my body
desperate in grief
I have changed the world in front of me
One against all
I'm starving this world
Is it me
do you want me
You think you can have me
Say you love me
you want me
I'm saving my money
'cause I don't pay to breathe
I'm not afraid to live / I'm not afraid to die
I can only give what I see inside
You can only take what I give of me
You can only win when I'm not afraid to lose
Subjected to you mother of nature / limited to the color of your eyes
Drained by the one you call your lover / She don't care if you live or die
Well don't have a problem / I evolved / Sometimes there's always problems
I stand above