As for why I'm always looking to one side, datz cuz i'm looking at the screen...checking that my face is not twisted into a crumpled lump
and ya I know I'm hideous so go away if this page disturbs you+
Recently my computer starts screwing up, and its slow as hell
I guess this is gunna carry on about 2 more years...haha
by then, these fotos will look so kiddy!
Anyways I've decided to abandon my journal page....who reads that anyways? I'll just put everything on this one...
Well, spring break is over and and it's time to go back to school. Who would've thought that such a thing as SARS had to happen? Before SB, I was still happily planning my summer in Hong Kong when I could drag my brother all over Asia with me. Now my plans lie in a heap cuz this disease is lasting longer and longer. I probably can't go back now. Which means a whole summer of rotting in Vancouver. +
And Time goes on. I am starting to worry about my Jpan trip now. Theres so much to do, and the people there are scared of SARS. I don't know if it will be cancelled, but theres always a chance. On the other hand, I want to go to summer school and get it over with. Its so annoying. I mean, if I take it next year, it will take up alot of my time, which I could use for extracurricular things. What should I do?+
Ah, the FINALS are looming up. And you cannot believe the horrible mark I'm getting in MATH CLASS. I am so relieved that I won;'t have to take it next year. Is there anyone who actually really likes math? If you are one, no offense. i am gonna hafta take a retest on that horrid chapter about radicals and rationals and inequalities. It's dragging down my whole percentage. GOOD LUCK TO ME....+
Today, went to the neighbourhood party. Haven't seen Tina + Julie for a long time. Didn't do nthing special tho. Just forced them to sign my yearbook and took 4 photos. I had the feeling of someone trying to climb back into a room through a window from the outside, but not succeeding. There's something gone missing....something I paid in these 3 years of separation. I'm starting to crawl into my hermit shell....
Dam it...I hate summer school....my teacher is a total NUT who makes wierd whooping noises in the middle of class. I can't stand the way he talks so slow too. I always like teachers who just gimme da notes I need and the homework and lets me work on it (peacefully). Oh.....and this is only the 3rd day I've started....+
Ahh, so here I am again, after 10 days of summer school. God I hate my teacher. He's so AGAINST ME!
I can feel his disrespect oozing out of every pore (his not mine). Wut da hell did I ever do to him? I measn, summer school is hard enough without an insane teacher picking at every move you make. I've had enough of this guy, but I need to get a good mark, and the more complaining I do, he more hostile HE becomes. HAH! I should be the hostile one after all his boring speeches and "nutting out" in class. So wut can I do?
Yeah! only about 1 1/2 week left of summer school....then its HONG KONG time! I'm so happy...and mad! Mad cuz I scrapped my test yesterday....it is possibly the lowest mark I've ever got in SS. I just hope that my issue response won't pull it down any further. This is the first time that any socials teacher's been picky about MY GRAMMER, and taking one off every written parts of every test...and of course there isn't anything telling me what I did wrong....
iI've just finished my test this morning. Oh My God...it was so hard!!! And I had like...a huge row of A's on my scantron. I hate it when I get many of one letter consecutively. It makes me suspicious of whether I'm right or wrong. Anyways. I am finished and I can't do nething about it. Besides, I'm going on plane at 2 in the afternoon! I can finally go back to Hong Kong after a whole month of studying and torture! I mean to have my fair share of fun there. I've worked hard enough already. It's time for things to loosen up.....I've packed my bags and been anticipating this since April. You know, I always get excessively happy when I go back to HK. The plane ride seems so much shorter! On the opposite, when I return, the ride seems to take forever....
Ah!...I had such a refreshing time in Hong Kong....away from the school and graass and trees. Of course, I only came back today, and there were some unpleasant corpses (spiders) in my house and no one would pick them up. School starts in only 4 days. I must get my act together....I had a horrid time on the plane last night. Therefore, I am so TIRED. BUT i will stay alive and awake to write thing for by beloveds who are wasting their time to actually read this crap....hahahaha. Actually there's not much to say. There so much to do...so little time...like....I hafta start cleaning the house before school starts....and I have to get my backpack packed up...unpack the lugguage, throw out garbage stuf I hide in my room....go see a counsellor (my school's....no duh)...buy toilet paper...commute with ppl....decide wut to fill my empty block with....*yawn* I bet your as tired as I am by now eh???
It's been so long since I last wrote, and I'm sure no one cares. Of course, the reason is homework, which I have so much of I can barely catch a breath. I'm doing pretty bad this year, and there are some teachers I hate. I guess I really need to open this site fast....