Below you will find place's that Lori worked at. And where Lori went to treatment at. And a copy of the D.U.I that she got when she got out of treatment. And Link's to Lori's story. It seem's to me that know matter how hard my sister tried there was always someone to remind her of her past There will be more to help one understand how hard my sister tried. And how she was hurt each time she tried in my story.The things my sister told me. My sister love'd her childern and grandchildern very much. But do to the people and family she felt that she was not good enf. For them she felt that she would ever meet up to there stander's. She had high goals for her self. And in her mind she felt that she had alway fallen short of them.
As a child she was told she was fat.And eat like a pig and lived like a pig. And never got the love, she felt that she needed. She as young women she looked for that love. I remmber her telling me. That Christmas time was hard for her because it brought back so many sad feeling as a child. She remmber always having less than us under the tree As alittle child so sweet had even hurt anyone she would climb in to bed with me and cry her self to sleep telling me "I no way I am treated the way I am because I am not your real sister. Dad is not my father. Later her mother that put drinking befor her 6 babys. Told Lori, when Lori was tring so hard again to stay clean and sober that her father was not her father and that she did not know who her father was. Once's again Lori's world fall in. As a child we where told to be seen and not heard. We could not tell anyone the hurt that we felt was a child. If we did we got into big trouble. She told me that she felt so locked up inside that she was so scared if her every unlocked the door she would never stop crying. So she would put on this happy face and acted like everything was just fine.
I am working on my story there will be so much more in there for all to understand. Lori love'd her childern and grandchildern more than she loved her self.
And for the love'd one's that are left behind. And for that person that is still out there and just can not stop.To you I say you are not alone. My sister felt like she had no one to turn to. She did she just did not know.
When My Little sister got her last D.U.I. She was to go back to treatment and this time it would be longer, and she last her driver lic. that ment so much to her. She told me the last time we talk that she would not go back to treatment. At that time i did not know she had another DUI. She was to go back to treatment in Oct.
Below is the car that she was living in and that she ended her life in
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