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| broKeN tRusT here i am once again staring at a clock watching the minutes tick by jotting down these words writing instead of sleeping all cause of events things that occured during the day it's hard for me to sleep when these sort of thoughts swirl about my mind filling my head ivading even my dreaworld for i discovered a person i could or so i thought one who i considered a friend learned what they truly thought of me now that trust that i had put into that friendship has been broken shattered into a million pieces she said things things i don't know if i can ever really forgive maybe with time we shall see for her words they have offened me to have learned all of this that made me feel so sick for all those times many occasions during the years that we spent in merriment they were fabrications meant nothing at least not to her she pretended to be something something she was not just to get things she was in a sense using me though i will admit that when she asked for favors or what-not i did them willingly for i trusted her thought she really was a friend turns out i was wrong mistaken yet again this hurts so bad i don't know how much more shit like this my mind and heart how much more they can truly withstand i already have a hard time difficult time trusting people because o issues in my past this just makes things worse makes me think ponder things factors that i probably should not like my own death i mean honestly aren't friends supposed to help? make you feel better when your down and out cause for me it's not the case they hurt me more often many more times than help me out especially when i am already depressed making matters even worse making me want to expire die by my own hand so please friend or not whatever the case may be someone anyone explain to me what exactly are friends for?? |
| destroyed friendship today i lost a person individual i considered a friend she broke my trust just a week ago by calling me things facts that just were not true today she continued to do so this hurt me but more so angered me i said things in return but she kept repeating herself over and over again so i say to her goodbye i don't need you or anyone like you not in my life it's screwed up enough don't need another person character in it that causes me pain hurts me firthermore when i am already down so goodbye you're not a friend not anymore don't think you wanted to be be my friend in the first place you're not even going to be be considered an aquaintance just goodbye forever more... |
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