Mixed Feelings

Wake up screaming
I'm awake and dreaming
These endless nightmares
Won't stop streaming

I dream of killing
All the while I'm bleeding
My black heart pumping
Hate Consuming

My eyes are seeing
How this life id lying
My blood is spilling
Onto the ceiling

My mind is spinning
Please stop your whining
It's so annoying
But I'm still standing

I can't stop losing
You can't stop winning
Fuck You!
I'm leaving

I begin crawling
Through this hole un-ending
My body weakening
And you are laughing

Forever I'm hateing
Forever I'm bleeding
Forever I'm waiting
Until I stop breathing