| Giving Myself Away | |||||||
| Remember Emily? (That's a long time) In a long sress one summer's day she says yes Now every special request requires another So many times it feels endless A big 'yes' branded red on each breast But she's selfless out there Doing her strangest scene Nobody seemed to be impressed The more she'd do for this fool The more she's behind schedule Had no fun for so long Old records turned her on To high school flings When she was full of daring Colourful har, used to wear 13 rings Now she's staring grudgery full in the face And accepts it as her place And just in case there's anything she missed She'd recheck the list Does it over again To make sure it's spotless. Jimmy longed for how it used to be She was viscous and volatie She was feisty Iced tea was the tipple Never asked nicely Her lips used to curl down ever so slightly Impolite Fire burned bright behind the Oakley You just had to get to grips After a few long sips juice begins to lose flavour She no longer gets to savour being consumed Jimmy sleeps drunk in the other room Still in his shoes Escaping headlong into the booze The whole house vibrating with the changes of mood From feisty she turned into being nice to me In the old days he'd have been wearing Ice-T Jimmy, pray those times return She was so fine and so beautifully unconcerned Jimmy told her on the day he quit You don't love me you love the relationship (Do what I had to) (Do what I had to) Me? I'm the prodeney product of mysogeny Jimmy and Emily Harmogeny They promised me nothing but honesty And that's all I got I could never be the cement in their relationship They still haven't forgiven me You know my own woman's leaving me? Said she stopped believing me Can't even see what she saw in me I told my woman she was beautiful She didn't believe Convinced herself I was preparing to leave So she took my son and left the world to freeze I told my woman she was beautiful Ten times a day Ten times a day she'd smile And look away I end up throwing my life down a bottomless pit And giving myself away |
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| Written by Maxi Jazz, Rollo & Sister Bliss Maxi Jazz - Rap Sister Bliss - Keyboards DJ Pete Miser - Scratching |
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| Slowing down after Tarantula comes Giving Myself Away. A soft, electronic drumbeat and quiet keyboard tracks accompany the rap. The song seems to be about a loveless family, with Maxi being blamed for all the trouble. | |||||||
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