The moment i saw your picture.....i think you were too skinny and tall, but fairly fine.....didn't want to admit that i took a lilo of your heart. Who knows he might not like me.

The glance......the first time we met. hAhahahah...we weren't in the best clothing.....nearly glance at each other, we pass by. Now........now.......who would be that stupid! Of course, "us". Love makes us a fool......but don't blame us....two shy lovers can't share their's emotional side.

The moment of true slience......after a while haven't heard from you...thinking that maybe it was meant to be like this. Returning the piece that i had secretly took, bow my head with disappointment that darkness will take hold of the piece and end the sorrow before it begin to even start.

The first call.......with questions wondering why he call?? The firmness of his voice tickles my throat,trembling my body, and warm pressures built just under the layers of the skin. Finding that the piece i left has ignite and sparks into flames spreading thru into the opening to grab onto me. Taking hold of my breath, it has found a way back to lead the path to my destanation. I grew up with the quote "if you love something, let it go, and if one day it shall return. Keep hold of it and love it for ever without losing it." Never to have doubted that it turn into the impossible.

It was my birthday........inviting him with my fingers cross that at least show up and say "hi". Proficiently he show up.......pretend not to be afriad and approached the figure of his silhouette. Introducing myself, with a smile killing each other, our eyes meet, and that's where the "love" burst into the pupils of our eyes. Never again to leave no one with fading desperation in this macrocosm.

Beyond the night......... this call was only to ask if there's a chance for relationship. Not easily convienced, the seriousnesss of this isn't a satire which ridicules in the name of "love". There's no room to avert with broken hearts, just awake for the premonition of serval dilemma to choose. With altruistic, within a week.....we pledge our words to be together.........and forever more.......

....nothing else, no one else, but infinity and only for my beloved Aila...... to the love of my life, i don't know how to explian this moment and these feelings.........i'll always be here standing by your side, and now that I have you..... i don't need to look for someone to hold and cry on, when there are those times when pain expresses it's way out. You have encourage me to face the diffcults and push me when i am afriad to fall...... not that you don't care, but that for me to face the fears or forever stays. There are many ways to explian that I truly love you deeply, for you, which would be the exact right way? The love that I gave you, I don't want it to dash thru with unexplainable feelings and leave with no trace.

In dreams, I can heard you speaking quietly.....callings me to come and rest in your warm arms and crest in your chest.....the heart beats of yours tremble softly as your tender lips touches my cheek. Builting love is like a wall, stacking brick by brick ...never to shatter anytime soon......like the oldness of the Earth and the barren Heaven. So besides the three words "I love you", there's more within feelings then just words.

I confess with desire that I need your loves....I just hope that you will admitted you see it too!! The more we are together, the more I miss having you by my side....... the pristine of the rapport that we have developed......... will be a terse, that in the near future be left as an appellation..... of a star that illuminate pass the skies onto this beautiful planet called "Earth". The most beautiful world that our father created. ...........and that i love you even more ( if that is possible) and the excitmenting feelings inside will not fade away within our time..................

quote.....written by shine(copyrighted 2003) dont take my words to use it as yours........think of your own