There was a time when I thought I knew everything
Right down to his favourite colour and the song he�d sing
Over time I soon realized that I was mistaken
My world turned upside down and I was left a little shaken.
No matter what I said or what I tried to achieve
My words and my actions were strewn and misconceived.
I would say black and he would say white
Then came the nightmares in the middle of the night.
How many times did I need to explain what was true
With the many events that this life goes through
To be held in the comfort of another man�s arms was a crime
Why didn�t I see this as an untrustworthy sign.
Who am I ... to want him to believe in me
Master of his world, he allows only those he wants to see
And when we talk I soon become confused
Only because it is my love he has chosen to refuse.
Comments made stating certain facts I chose to hide
Knowing I am not perfect, there are some hidden due to pride.
Is there a medium that can show us the way
To a brighter tomorrow with more loving today.
~ Copyright by Sandra Lee Henderson ~
~ January 2002 ~
~ Song is Now and Forever ~