only
tears could
drown my soul,
but i won't cry leaving
stains to make memory.
i 'll wipe you out of my mind,
out of my way of sight.
my lips will not remain
your name. your face
will not be the first
when i awake, but
not today.
i will
not be thinking
about me in your arms.
i will not remember you
when the sun will rise again.
i'll believe myself when i say i
don't love you. i will not hold
on to your hand that isn't
there. i will not say your name
when i'm missing you. i will
not use your picture
to sooth my pain, but
not today.