DocterBob673: Look, I don't know. All I know is... She left because she thought he and I were competing. She just never understood how I felt about it all.

DazedEnigma: Then e-mail her with a note that explains your feelings towards her. Make it very clear, in her language.

DazedEnigma: Then leave it alone

DocterBob673: I made it clear a dozen times tonight.

DazedEnigma: trust me on this, you have helped me alot lately let me help you.

DocterBob673: She just doesn't understand. Or doesn't want to.

DocterBob673: What can you do?

DocterBob673: She says she doesn't like when people tell her to do things in her relationships.

DazedEnigma: Right now i want you to tell me what you think about her. Why you like her and so on.

DocterBob673: I love her to death. I like the way she laughs, sings, how she's quirky and funny. Goddamn, she was the best thing to happen to me. And unlike every other girl I've been with... She was honest.

DazedEnigma: is that all?

DocterBob673: I could make a longer list... But I don't have the gut to do it.

DazedEnigma: I want you ro

DazedEnigma: to*

DazedEnigma: I want you to go into detail

DocterBob673: Alright. I loved how it felt when I held her and kissed her. I loved it when she and I went to places alone and just talked. We had running gags from day one... And one afternoon we did something that felt special to me. And she didn't seem to give a shit it ever happened.

DazedEnigma: keep going

DocterBob673: Her smile... The way she could always spot a humorous anomalie in the things I say. How she laughed at jokes I made. Christ... She was nigh perfect. I would make jesting passes at her, and she could take them as a joke and not a perverted gesture.

DazedEnigma: Is that all

DocterBob673: She had the same viewpoints I do in regards to what is right and wrong... She just took too much of a social aspect... She worried so much about her reputation... It's cute, but I always felt she never had to.

DazedEnigma: And?

DazedEnigma: Bob put it this way.

DocterBob673: I can't go on. It's making me cry.

DazedEnigma: Then cry but go on get it off of your chest

DocterBob673: What way do you want me to put it?

DazedEnigma: Just keep typing

DocterBob673: What are you going to do with it?

DazedEnigma: Type everything you thinkof

DazedEnigma: Im trying to get an understanding of your liking for her.

DocterBob673: It's just... Ugh. She means so much to me. I can trust her with personal information and everything. She says she doesn't like how she looks... Claiming her hair is too short and that she's "fat"... But goddamnit! I don't see any of it.

DocterBob673: Christ... She was the first person I ever took into my house in the last 5 fucking years! I don't even let my friends know where I live!

DazedEnigma: I know where you live.

DocterBob673: I know... Grudgingly as it may be.

DazedEnigma: naww

DocterBob673: I let Kate drop me off at the house because Steph was worried.

DazedEnigma: it is fine.

DazedEnigma: Yes, i know

DazedEnigma: Continue Bob

DocterBob673: I did it for Stephanie. Because I care about her.

DazedEnigma: I know that

DazedEnigma: You have the same feelings for Steph that i have for kate

DocterBob673: And she makes me feel good. I mean... One time it was storming outside when I was supposed to visit her. She called several times scared witless that I would get struck by lightning on my way there.

DocterBob673: Even a brief lesson on weather patterns wouldn't keep her calm... It's just... The feeling that someone would care in that fashion. I felt significant for once.

DazedEnigma: Bob i am going to show her this log. Im not going to talk to her about it or her relationship or anything. I am just going to send her the log.

DocterBob673: She already knows all of this.

DazedEnigma: And then log off

DocterBob673: But if you think it might help, then go for it.

DazedEnigma: I want her to see.

DazedEnigma: I know it will help