Title: The Beginning of Forever, Together.
Pairing: JustiNick[Nick Carter and Justin Timberlake]
Feedback: Yes, please. Pretty please. *bats eye lashes and pouts* Please.
Rating: Goes from Rated G to NC 17
Warnings: Slash
Summary: Read to find out! =P
Author's note: This is my very first... I repeat, my very first time... writing slash fiction or any type of fiction for that matter that is un-related to academics. I would love it if you would tell me the truth about your thoughts of my story. Thank you.
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Part One: Deprivation
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Justin was fidgety... he was agitated... he was irritated... and frankly, he was frustrating them. They sat and watched as Justin sung the same line for the tenth time sounding flatter and emotionless than the previous tries. This was going nowhere and their producer was beginning to get annoyed at the incompetence of the young man in the sound booth. "Stop," Lionel said into the microphone that connected to the headphones Justin was wearing. He sighed and sat back in his chair... arms folded on his stomach. "We're not going to finish this song at the rate we're going... at least not tonight. I'll be heading out to Australia tonight for the next one week on a business meeting. I suggest you boys take that week to get some rest and relax and hopefully you will all be in shape by next Monday. I mean it... next Monday I will see you all in this studio at noon, so don't forget!" he said as he got up and bid his good byes to the members of NSYNC.
Justin sighed as he removed his headphones... walked out of the sound booth and flopped down on the couch next to JC. He felt bad. He felt horrible. He felt relief. Mostly, he felt sad. He was upset. Upset with himself that he had to put his friends in this situation. "I'm sorry," he said as he brought his left hand up to his face and rubbed his temple. "I'm sorry I couldn't hit the right notes with the song... sorry we couldn't finish the song today." He felt a hand on his forearm and opened his eyes to see whose it was.
"It's alright Justin. No need to apologize..." JC said in a sympathetic soft voice and when Justin searched his eyes to see if he really meant it he found understanding and sadness there. That put Justin a little at ease.
"Yeah baldy, we understand," said Chris who walked over and sat to the left of Justin. 'Of course, these two would understand,' Justin thought to himself, 'they're in the same boat as I am... well not the SAME boat but... okay... maybe similar situation.' He turned to look at Joey and Lance.
They looked like they were about to strangle him and Justin began to tense up again. "You're not mad at me are you?" He asked them. They all had hit their notes perfectly... it was only Justin that didn't seem to do it right.
Sure Joey and Lance were pissed and they could somewhat imagine what it must be like for Justin in his situation but JC and Chris seemed to have pulled it off where as Justin couldn't. They just didn't understand what was wrong. When they heard Justin asking them if they were mad at him especially with those sad puppy dog blue eyes of his and the pout... they decided they couldn't care less.
"No, kiddo," Joey stated, "we're not mad." Lance nodded his head to Joey's statement.
"Yes, we're not mad. Think about it like this... we have a week off now. I get to go home and catch up on Freelance and all that mumbo jumbo business stuff."
"Uh huh... and I get to go home and spend time with my wife and daughter," Joey finished with a smile on his face.
"See... no need to feel bad," JC said giving Justin's arm one last squeeze before standing up and stretching. "I don't know 'bout you guys but I'm beat."
"JC, you're always beat," Chris retorted standing up as well. "C'mon let's get out of here... get some dinner."
They agreed and went out to eat at a Mr. Chow's restaurant. Even though Justin had relaxed a bit with the guys he was still on edge and was a bit snappy. He couldn't help it. He just couldn't concentrate on anything... that is except for his lover. His lover who was god knows where with god know who doing god knows what. He was jealous.
It's not that Justin didn't trust the other man... he did. He trusted him with his heart... his mind... his body... and soul. He loved him to no end BUT going two months... well technically one month, three weeks, six days, eighteen hours, and seven seconds... without seeing much less talking to the other man was starting to get to him. His imagination jumping to all sorts of conclusions. It is, after all, his first real relationship... with a MAN. A man who knew him inside and out... who understood him and loved him anyway. This was the only man Justin ever loved... the only man Justin's ever been with and the only man Justin would ever be with. It was because of that man that Justin realized he was gay. They just had this freaky connection... he couldn't put words to explain just what the other man means to him... it's just... it's all... they are meant to be.
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Part Two: Paranoia
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The second Justin entered his hotel room... he opened his cell phone and called in the airport and had them book a flight for him to New York on the first available flight out of LAX for tomorrow. He also called LaGuardia airports' car-rental department and made sure that they would have a car ready and waiting for him when he arrived. After everything was finalized he went to the bathroom... took a shower and got ready for bed.
As he was getting into bed his cell phone gave off a beep. Justin's heart stopped. 'Oh no', he thought to himself. He quickly grabbed the phone and flipped it open and there on the screen read, "You missed 1 call and you have 1 new message."
"Shit," Justin said out loud and when he saw Nick's name under the missed calls list he said it again and again and again. "Shit... shit... shit... shit."
He dialed his voice mail... his heart beating at a rapid pace... his face burning up and his stomach churning because of his nerves.
"You have one new voice mail... to hear your voi-"
He quickly pressed 1 before the lady could finish her sentence.
"Message one...sent... Sunday at 11:30 PM."
"Hey Justin... I guess I missed you again." Sighs. "You probably either jumped in to the shower... or your out at some club... or you�re asleep... or you�re busy. Since, it's probably pretty late where you are right now I'm guessing you're either asleep or you're taking a shower... either way... I'm sorry J... miss you and love you. Night."
Justin played that message three more times just wanting to hear Nick's voice. He sounded so tired and Justin's heart broke at the sadness etched in Nick's voice. Then, something hit him... Nick called him Justin... Nick never called him Justin at least never while leaving him a message. Something was wrong and Justin was getting a sinking feeling in the pit of his stomach.
In the last two months Justin's talked more with Nick's voice mail than he had with Nick and the same goes for Nick himself. Nick spent the last two months talking to Justin's voice mail than he did talking TO Justin. They just seemed to be missing each other by a mere few seconds... like Nick stated in his message.
Justin suddenly got up and went to his suitcase. He pulled out a gray hoodie that had the words "ROCK STAR" on the front... he inhaled the musky scent of his boyfriend and put the shirt on. He knew he wasn't going to get much sleep and even if he did it would be a restless... dreamless one. And since Nick wasn't there in person to hold him... the next best thing was this hoodie... that Justin had stolen from Nick's closet. Oh well.
As he got back into bed he began to think. The more he thought the more upset and confused he became. Both AJ and Howie had flown in two weeks ago from Liverpool to surprise JC and Chris with flowers and chocolates while they were rehearsing their dance moves. Justin was overjoyed and happy when he had seen those two... because that meant Nick would be there too... albeit he hadn't come to surprise him like his band mates had done to their lovers but Justin thought maybe he was going to surprise him later... in his room... maybe. When he'd gone back to his hotel room later that night... his heart had sunk and his smile dropped. His room was the same as he had left it that morning... and no Nick in sight. He'd gone to JC's and Chris's room inquiring the whereabouts of Nick only to be told that they had no idea where their younger brother was.
Justin let a few tears fall from his eyes as he turned over on to his right side and let his mind began to wander some more.
'What if he found someone else... someone like... a girl?'
'What if he fell out of love with me?'
'What if he found someone better?'
"What if he ... this...'
'What if he ... that...' Justin thought... his mind a whorl wind of questions.
He began to panic and cried harder until exhaustion and sleep overtook him.
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Part Three: Surprise
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Justin arrived at LaGuardia airport in New York City at around 12:25 PM the next day. His flight had been an uneventful... boring 3 hour flight, nothing new. He was quickly ushered out to his car and before he knew it... he was driving upstate to Nick's cabin. Nick designed this cabin. He was also present and supervised the construction of the cabin. Justin had to admit... it was quite an amazing place. It was neatly tucked away in a forest terrain almost an hour's drive north of Jamestown. Nick had wanted a place close to where he'd grown up but at the same time didn't want people to know about it. Till this day no one besides Justin and the men who built the cabin know about it. Nick had revealed his secret safe haven... a home away from home as he called it... to Justin on their second Valentine's Day together. Nick had blind folded Justin and drove them up there. It was on that date and in that cabin that both Nick and Justin confessed their love for the other. It was also the first time they had made love... actually it was the first time they had sex together. Prior to Justin... Nick had been with only man. AJ... though now they are just friends. In Justin's case... this was his first time with a man... and so he lost his virginity that night. As the night had wore on Justin had found that he loved being a bottom whereas Nick loved being a top but given the occasion wouldn't mind bottoming.
On their third anniversary of being a couple... Nick had given Justin a key to his cabin... saying that if Justin ever needed to get away from everything for a while that he could use the cabin. Justin had never been so happy as he was on that day. As Justin drove he thought more about Nick and all the times they had together and then something hit him. 'Oh shit, today is Valentine's day... our fourth anniversary.' To say he was shocked would be an understatement. 'How could I forget this day? How the hell could HE forget this day?' Soon his good mood had gone sour and he was getting upset, as he got closer to his destination.
Six hours later Justin pulled into the garage where he parked his car and got out of it. He grabbed his luggage and walked to the front door... thoughts on Nick. 'Where could he be? Why the hell didn't he call? Why isn't he here with me? What the fuck is going on? What am I going to do?'
He opened the door and immediately froze. The whole cabin was dark except for the candles that were in ball shaped cups... each candle emanating a distinct scent. From what he could see and smell... he knew the purple candles were lavender mist... the pink candles were strawberries... the white candles were vanilla... and last but not least... the red candles were roses. The candles formed two parallel lines... at least two feet between the two. In each line each candle was placed at the most 3 inches apart. In the space between the two lines of candles were pink, white, red, purple, yellow rose petals. All this put together created a path that went straight ahead into the living room area where it proceeded on towards the right... out of Justin's line of vision because the corner wall was in his way. As he looked down there was a white note. Neatly printed on the front said "First, read me." He bent down and picked the card up and read it.
'1 - Take of your shoes and your socks.
2 - If you're wearing a jacket of a coat... take it off as well.
3 - You may place those items along with your luggage in the closet to your left.
4 - Walk on the petals and follow the lighted path.
5 - Don't deter from the route until you reach another message.
6 - Relax.
7 - I miss you.'
Justin did just that. However, as soon as he got to the two sliding glass doors in the living room that lead out on to the patio... the path stopped and so did Justin. He put his hand on the handle and slowly opened the doors. He was nervous, anxious, and excited all at the same time. Once the door was fully opened he gasped at the sight he was met with. Remembering step number five he continued on with the path that went to the right and after only a few steps the path stopped, again, and so did Justin. He reached a circular table that was covered with a solid black tablecloth, which was in turn covered by a sheer baby blue fabric. There in the center of the table was another white card. There wasn't anything printed on the front but Justin picked up anyway and opened the card.
'8 - Good job
9 - Relax
10 - Breathe
11 - You may look around... I know you want to.
Now... go look around... you may continue to read the rest of this card as soon as you've done the above. DO NOT read beyond this point.'
Justin again did just that and he placed the note back where he found it and walked to the other end of the patio. His eyes were wide and his mouth slightly opened... from the ceiling of the patio hung sheer black and baby blue fabrics... the wooden posts had the same fabrics wrapped around it as well. White icicle string of white lights... the same ones used during Christmas were also hung from the ceiling... but the plain white Christmas lights were intertwined with the fabrics of the posts. On the railing were the similar candles ... placed a few inches apart from each other... that adorned the petal path. Everything looked magical and Justin was in awe.
While Justin was admiring the other end of the patio... Nick took that opportunity to come out from behind the sheer black and baby blue fabric that he was hiding behind from to place their meals on the table. He quickly yet quietly placed their dinner plates that were covered by silver lids in place... and a wine cooler bucket filled with ice and a bottle of wine by the table. After he set everything and was satisfied with the layout he went back to his hiding spot where he could visibly see everything Justin was doing.
As soon as Justin finished looking around the patio he headed towards the table... shocked and surprised that now there were dishes atop of it. He quickly grabbed the card again and read the remained of the note.
12 - Thank you.
13 - When you�re done you may take a seat
14 - Everything will make sense then.
15 - I...'
Justin's head was down as he was reading the card and Nick took that moment to quietly take his seat opposite from the other man... happy that Justin took the seat facing him giving Nick the perfect opportunity to not be detected. He smiled when he saw confusion face Justin's face and knew that the other man had just read number 15.
'I...' Justin thought to himself... 'What the heck was that supposed to mean?'
"I love you!" Nick said in a whisper so that he wont startle the other man at the same time not wanting to disturb the moment.
Justin's head immediately snapped up... his eyes wide and his heart racing. "Nick!" Justin squeaked. He couldn't believe it... Nick was here... in person! He pinched himself to make sure he wasn't dreaming.
Nick laughed.
Justin looked at the other man. He looked amazing. He looked radiant and beautiful that night. Justin's eyes traveled up Nick's body...he was wearing a black sleeveless shirt... a silver link chain hung from his neck. He had a little stubble under his chin and his lips... 'Goodness, those lips,' Justin thought to himself. 'They're smirking at me... oh god... so pink, so plush...' Justin then noticed as Nick opened his mouth slightly so that his pink tongue could slip out and wet those lips. 'Oh, how I long to kiss those lips... suck that tongue... hell, what I wouldn't give to feel and see those lips around my dick,' Justin squirmed in his seat trying to adjust the growing bulge between his legs, 'right now.' Justin snapped back to reality when he thought he heard a moan... a moan he was certain came from him if the amused expression on Nick's face was any indication.
Justin blushed slightly and continued to look Nick over. He noticed that Nick grew out his goatee...and he smiled at just how hot Nick looked. Justin's eyes traveled a bit further up and their eyes locked. Justin could see all the love... all the warmth in them... and he also saw something else. Something raw... something like hunger... something like... lust. 'Oh yah, this is going to be a long night,' Justin thought as he inwardly smiled. Then his eyes landed on the hair. Nick's hair was spiked in all directions that always screamed two things: "FUCK ME" and "I JUST HAD THE BEST FUCK OF MY LIFE." Justin couldn't wait till he would be able to run his hands through them... feel the silky strands between his fingers.
Nick looked at Justin... he saw the hungry look he was given from the other man... Justin was checking him out. Suddenly Nick's lips were dry so he quickly licked them and was amused when a moan escaped from Justin. 'I wonder what he's thinking about,' Nick thought to himself but when Justin's eyes locked with his... 'Never mind, I think know...'
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Part Four: Dance on water
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They ate their dinner in silence... each enjoying the quietness and taking in all the beauty that surrounded them. The location and angle of where they were seated on the patio gave them the perfect view of the lake beside the cabin. The sun was setting and the fog began to rest atop of the lake. It was a good 2 feet high fog and Justin figured if he were to lie down on the ground and look at the lake he would be able to see at least two inches of space between the surface of the lake and the fog.
Nick took that moment to take a hold of Justin's left hand and bring it to his lips and kissed it gently. He stood up... Justin's hand still within his right hand as he gestured for Justin to get up as well. They walked quietly towards the lake and stopped at its edge. Nick had gotten down on his knees and began to fold Justin's blue jeans up to his knees. Justin frowned wondering why Nick was doing that. 'Maybe he wanted both of us in shorts?' he thought to himself when he looked at the other man to see that he was wearing beige shorts.
Nick stood back up... grabbing Justin's hand again and looked out at the lake. It was beautiful... the sun casting magical colors over the fog... the sky they were facing was like a canvas... a canvas of water colors... water colors that consisted of oranges, reds, and yellows. The sun itself was a rather unique shade of orangish-red. Justin turned to his left and with his free hand cupped Nick's face... turning it so that he was facing him.
Justin tried to speak but nothing came out but his mouth kept moving. He mouthed out 'I love you' and smiled when Nick did the same, 'I love you too, so much.' A few minutes of silence encompassed them.
'Do you trust me?" Nick asked in a whisper.
"Of course I do, Nicky" Justin said then feeling slightly guilty and embarrassed when he remembered the thoughts he had of Nick prior to arriving at the cabin. "I do, Nick, I honestly do."
Nick nodded his head and smiled at Justin. He led them walking into the water... Justin stopped.
"Nick what are you doing?"
"I thought you said you trusted me," Nick said looking at Justin closely.
"I do..."
"Then trust me."
"Okay."
They continued to walk...'What the hell?' Justin thought, "Holy shit, I'm walking on water... okay maybe not walking on WATER but I'm walking on something.' Justin stopped and bent down a bit... he started moving his right hand rapidly sideways... ignoring the weird look Nick was giving him. The fog cleared enough so that he could get a better look down at his feet. As he looked down he saw that the water came just enough to cover his toes but when he looked further he couldn't see anything like wood or metal... anything that would indicate he was walking on something. He put his hand on the "floor" and yes there was something there but Justin couldn't see it. "What the hell am I walking on?" Justin asked looking up at Nick with a confused face.
Nick just smiled down at Justin. "I'll tell you later... now c'mon," he said tugging Justin up and walking a few more steps.
"May I have this dance," Nick asked placing both his hands on Justin's hips.
"Of course you may," Justin said as he brought his hands and placed them around Nick's neck. Just then 'A Whole New World' began to play. Justin picked up his head and looked around wondering where the hell it's coming from. Since arriving at the cabin Justin's been wondering a whole lot. Deciding not to worry about anything and enjoy the moment with Nick... Justin rested his head back on Nick's shoulder... furrowing his face into his neck and inhaling Nick's musky scent. Nick rested his right cheek on Justin's prickly head and held the younger man tighter.
Justin smiled and kissed Nick's shoulder and then a peck on the neck and then the shoulder again and then slowly kissed up his neck... until their lips were barely touching each others. Justin looked into Nick's eyes... deep into his eyes and noticed that they were looking back into his. Justin absolutely loved Nick's eyes... simply because they're beautiful. His eyes were crystal gray with specks of blue. Nick and Justin always use to argue about the color of Nick's eyes. Nick saying that they are blue while Justin said they are hazel blue since Nick's color always seemed to change from blues to grays and sometimes even to a light shade of green.
Then something caught Justin's attention... he looked up... up at the sky and noticed that they were standing between night and day. To Justin's right side was where the sun was setting under the horizon... and to his left he would clearly see the crescent moon rising above the horizon surround by a dark midnight blue colored sky and little flickering lights. One thing, however, that Justin was amazed about what that there was no clouds in the sky and he figured he's in the twilight zone. Even though it was February 14th... it wasn't cold nor were there any winds. Everything was calm and ... perfect. He looked back into Nick's eyes... the eyes that never left Justin's face because Nick wanted to watch every move the younger man made. He smiled when Justin looked back at him slightly dazed... his eyes glazed over.
"You put the song on loop?" Justin asked smiling.
"Yes, it's our song, baby. Tonight is our night." Nick responded kissing Justin's forehead. Justin rested his head back on Nick's shoulder and Nick mouthed out, 'Our first night together forever,' to no one in particular as he pulled Justin closer. He closed his eyes and took in a deep breath...pulling away from Justin, Nick got on his right knee though to Justin it looked like he got on both knees because the fog was up to Nick's shoulder and Justin's knees.
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Part Five: Proposition
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"Nick... what are you doing?" Justin asked confused at Nick's actions.
Nick looked up at Justin and smiled. Taking both of the younger man's hands in his, Nick began to speak.
"Justin, I was introduced to you under the worst of conditions... I was introduced you as a rival. For five years we've been pitted against each other not only by the media but by our record labels. But somehow... somewhere...amidst all that pandemonium we got to know each other. We got to know each other on Valentine's Day. Four years ago today, two things had happened... there was an ending and a beginning. We ended the rivalry and false hatred that were fed to us and we began a relationship. I've come to love you and let you into all aspects of my life. You've become my world. Without you in my life I don't know where I would be or what I would be doing. You are my best friend and my other half. You complete me. You make me... me. With that I want to tell you how much I love you... how much I need you in my life. I want to be able to call you mine and say that you belong with me... to me... and vice versa. I belong to you and only you. So, what I'm trying to say is that... Justin Randall Timberlake... will you make me the happiest man in the world and marry me?" Nick finished... slightly nervous, his hands sweaty.
Justin froze... though his heart was pounding at a rapid pace... so fast that Justin didn't know if it was actually beating or if it stopped. Justin was speechless. Not a single thought ran through his mind. Everything around him seemed to have frozen too... waiting for his response. He stood there looking into the eyes of the one man that he'd truly ever loved... this man that was on his knees asking Justin to marry him. Only one word pooped into his mind. Yes.
"Yes," Justin whispered as he fell to his knees... eye level with Nick's... cupped Nick's face and kissed him with all the love he had for the other man. He kissed him until the need for air arose. He pulled back from Nick and began placing soft kisses on his lips. "Yes." Kiss. "Yes." Kiss. "Yes." Kiss. "Yes." Kiss.
Nick couldn't believe his ears. Justin said yes. 'Justin said he'll marry me.' Nick was ecstatic. Then Justin kissed him. Kissed the breath right out of him but Nick wasn't complaining. He kissed Justin right back with as much force and love he had for Justin was if not... more. He started chuckling when Justin began to kiss him and say 'yes' between each peck.
Justin pulled back... "What's so funny?" he asked.
"Nothing, it's just... you're too cute for words, I love you so much," Nick responded trying to contain his chuckles.
Justin smiled big. "Justin Carter...Justin Timberlake-Carter.... JRTC... it has a nice ring to it... kind of like ROTC except its JRTC. I love it," Justin said as Nick pulled him in close.
"Hmmm, we'll think about that later, baby. We got all the time in the world for that.," Nick said moving his hands under Justin's shirt... caressing the soft skin.
"Yea, we do, don't we." Justin said moaning as Nick's hand touch his skin. He closed his eyes and captured Nick's lips once again.
Nick took off Justin's blue polo shirt... and placed it next to them. Taking his own shirt off... "Baby, lay down on your back," Nick said gently pushing Justin onto the platform. Justin hissed a bit as the cool water touched his bare back but soon relaxed and he spread his legs apart. He rubbed his hands over Nick's chest loving the feel of the other man's muscles flexing under his touch. Nick situated himself between Justin's legs and bent over taking Justin's right nipple between his teeth. He gently bit and sucked on it causing the other to moan and arch his back. "Feels so good baby," Justin said running his wet hands through Nick's hair and grabbing on. Nick let the nipple go and gently blew on it. Justin's grip on Nick's hair got tighter causing Nick to moan as his nipple was hit with cool air. Nick moved his head to the other nipple giving it the same attention as he did to the other one. By the time Nick was done he placed tiny kisses all over Justin's chest and made his way over to Justin's open lips. Justin was lying down ... on water... the fog surrounding them... his face a mask of pure pleasure... his eyes closed. Nick took that opportunity to tongue dive into Justin's mouth causing the other man to gasp but not missing a beat...kissed him right back.
As they continued to kiss Nick's right hand worked it's way down Justin's lean body and began to undo the zipper of Justin's black jeans. Nick could feel how hard Justin was and so he slightly let his hand graze over his dick causing for Justin to thrust his hips up.
Nick pulled away, "Now, now, Justin..." Nick teased as he went to gently kiss and bite Justin's right ear, "patience is a virtue."
Justin narrowed his eyes at Nick. "Yeah well, I'm fucking horny and hard as hell. Patience and virtue could just go and fuck themselves," Justin said and thrust his hips up once again so Nick could feel just how hard he was.
Nick laughed at Justin's eagerness, "Aren't we a little eager?" Nick teased as he sat up straight, "Lift your hips up," and pulled Justin's boxers and pants off at the same time.
"Not getting off in the last two months, will do that to a person Carter." Justin retorted and sighed as his heated skin came in touch with the cool water again.
Nick furrowed his brows... shocked. "What do you mean... not getting off in two months?"
"It means just that. I couldn't get off... not with out you there to help me. I just wasn't in the mood." Justin replied as he brought his hands around Nick's neck pulling him down so that he could cover his body. He was now completely naked and slightly chilled. "Why, have you been getting off?"
Nick's heart was just about ready to explode. He couldn't believe Justin didn't even get off in the past two months. Blushing, "Yea, I was getting off but to picture and thoughts of only you baby," Nick said feeling a bit guilty. "I'm sorry. I mean, If I kne-."
Justin cut Nick off by kissing him. "As long as it was me... well, you know what I mean...that was getting you off, it's a-okay with me honey."
Nick smiled big and kissed Justin again before standing up. Justin groaned as the heat from Nick's body disappeared and cool fog settled over him. He waved his hands above him to clear the fog that was blocking his view of Nick getting undressed. As soon as Nick was buck naked as he was... Nick bent down and retrieved a condom and a small bottle of lube. Holding both in his left hand... Nick got back between Justin's legs and hissed at the cool water he that came in contact with his flesh. His cool and wet right hand found Justin's member and he began to stroke him at a teasingly slow pace... completely ignoring the head because he knew that it just drove Justin wild.
Nick rested his left forearm besides Justin's head and began alternating between sucking and biting his neck. Justin was moaning and impatiently jerking his hips up, "Nicky, please... don't tease baby. Please... I need you."
Nick stopped the attention he was giving to Justin's neck and moved down so that his mouth hovered over Justin's dick. Nick's hot breath teasing Justin's painfully hard cock.
"Niiiiiiickkyyyyy," Justin whined and moved in hands back and forth to clear the fog. He saw as Nick's tongue snaked out of his mouth and lick it's way up the vein that was pulsating. Justin felt light headed and at the pace Nick was going he was going to cum very soon. "Nick, please..."
Nick stopped teasing Justin and bent his head lower taking Justin's balls into his mouth and then going back to licking Justin's dick. With out a warning Nick suddenly took Justin's dick into his mouth. "Holy Shit," Justin yelled as he closed his eyes tight and his hips came flying off the platform causing his dick to go even deeper in to Nick's mouth. Nick almost gagged at Justin's actions and gently yet firmly put his right forearm on Justin's stomach and pushed him back down. He began to suck Justin off... hard. Almost like a fucking hoover. He bopped his head up and down Justin's shaft... licking and sucking as he went. He transferred the contents in his left hand to his right one so that he could play with Justin's balls. Justin's breath hitched and Nick knew that the other man was nearing his orgasm. He let his left hand go further down into the water and he found Justin's opening. He gently pushed in... using the water that surrounded Justin's ass as lubrication, though it didn't help any. Justin was tight... really tight that Nick worried that he might have lost his middle finger but he kept pushing in nonetheless.
Justin started whimpering at the feel of Nick's finger entering him and when Nick went straight in and tapped at his sweet spot Justin cried out, "Oh sweet fucking... oh Nick, that's it baby, I'm sooooo close."
Nick began to work his finger in faster never missing to hit Justin's spot. He also continued to suck Justin... harder and faster... and harder. "Oh fuck yah," Justin said his hands finding their way from where they were in the water beside him to Nick's hair. He grabbed a hold of Nick's head gently holding his head in place and he jerked his hips up into Nick's mouth. Nick's suction became intense with each thrust and within seconds Justin was cumming inside Nick's hot mouth.
Nick swallowed everything that the younger man released into his mouth before letting Justin's spent dick fall out. Justin rested back on to the water covered platform. "Baby... I need you to make love to me... now." Justin said his breathing labored and as he looked up at Nick he noticed that the sun had already set and that the crescent moon was making it's way to the center of the sky. The stars shone in all their glory as if cheering on what Nick and Justin were doing. The fog started getting in the way and it was getting cooler. Nick felt the goose bumps on Justin's thighs and he was starting to get them as well. He then waved his hand in front of him trying to clear the fog that settled back over Justin.
"We should take this inside," Nick said and then added, "we still didn't have any dessert."
'Oooh, I like the sound of that," Justin thought to himself, "I wonder what dessert we'll be having." Sitting up and with the help of Nick.. standing up... he gathered his and Nick's clothing and they quickly made their way inside the cabin... wet... and stark naked.
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Part Six: Love
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Once inside...
"Why don't you go on up... I'll be right there," Nick told Justin... kissing him on the lips and then playfully smacked his ass, "I'm not finished with you yet."
"Oh okay... you better hurry up though 'cause Juju's alive and he needs some Nicky loving," Justin said sighing dramatically.
Nick watched as Justin ran towards the stairs and up to the bedroom all the while with a smile on his face. 'What did I do to get so lucky as to having a man like Justin in my life... who loves me just as much as I love him' Nick thought to himself as he hurried into the kitchen... opened the fridge... grabbed some chocolate dipped strawberries he had made earlier and some chocolate whip cream and headed upstairs... skipping two steps at a time. Before he went to his bedroom he stopped at another room and pressed the stop button on it�then he continued his way towards where Justin was.
As soon as Justin reached the bedroom he quickly went in the bathroom and dropped their wet clothes into the hamper and ran towards the bed and put down the sheets. As he readied himself on the bed Justin noticed that the room was also decorated with candles and black and baby blue fabrics. Justin felt as though his heart would explode. Never in his wildest dreams had he ever imagined he would be this lucky to have a man like Nick. He never even imagined that he would be proposed to like the way Nick had just done.
All of a sudden the song stopped playing and a few seconds later Nick was leaning against the door, smirking at Justin as he held in his hands what looked like a bowl of strawberries and a bottle of whipped cream.
Nick's heart stopped as he saw Justin laying in the middle of the bed looking at him with lust-filled eyes. He had his hands tucked under his head and smiled when their eyes connected. Not wanting to waste any more time... in three strides Nick was beside the bed. He placed the bowl of strawberries on the bed side table. Justin took the can of whipped cream from Nick's hand and pulled Nick onto the bed... making him lie down on his back while Justin got between his legs. Justin shook the can and sprayed some whipped cream on top of Nick's nipple... then sprayed more around Nick's navel... then sprayed Nick's shaft... covering his entire length. Nick hissed at the contact the cool whipped cream made with his skin and then moaned when Justin began to lick and suck on his nipples.
Justin licked off all the whip cream from Nick's nipples and made his way down his chest... licking and kissing while he went and licked up the whipped cream surrounding his navel. He dipped his tongue in a few times and continued his way to Nick's throbbing member. Justin licked a clean path up Nick's underside and then lapped at his head... causing Nick to moan even louder and grab at the sheets in tight fists beside him.
Justin licked up all the whipped cream on Nick's dick and sat back on his knees. "Hmm, that was delicious..." Justin said licking his lips. He moved his body over Nick's... hovering over him. He watched as Nick's eyes fluttered open and smiled. "Hey baby," Justin said his voice dropping a few decibels. Nick smiled lazily as he brought his right hand around Justin's neck and placed his left hand on Justin's hip... using both to get Justin to rest his body on top of his.
"Kiss me," Nick said lifting his head up so that he could capture Justin's lips. Justin complied. They kissed for a few moments before Justin started rubbing his aching shaft on Nick's dick. Breaking the kiss... Nick rolled them over so that he was now on top and Justin was underneath him. He reached his left hand over to the night stand and picked a strawberry, "Open your mouth J," he whispered and then placed the strawberry inside Justin's mouth. Once Justin began to chew Nick kissed him hard... pushing his tongue inside and tasting every sweet corner of Justin's mouth.
Resting his body completely over Justin's... Nick used his right knee to gently push Justin's legs apart making room for him to settle in. He blindly reached his hand to the night stand again and grabbed the condom and the lube. He broke the kiss so that he could sit back on his knees and prepare his dick. Realizing what Nick was going to do Justin held his hand out and stopped Nick.
"Just you baby... I don't want anything else between you and I... just you," Justin purred.
"Are you sure?" Nick asked putting down the packet of condom.
Justin nodded his head and closed his eyes. "Yea... now hurry up." He spread his legs wider.
Nick giggled but did just what Justin told him. He applied some lube on to his index and middle fingers of his left hand... and he gently pushed in his middle finger through Justin's pucker. When Justin seemed to be panting and moving himself faster on Nick's finger... Nick added his index finger causing Justin to moan some more. A few seconds later Nick applied a little more lube to his ring finger and entered that one in as well, trying to stretch Justin as much as he could. When Justin began to visibly pant and writhe Nick removed his fingers and grabbed Justin's legs and placing them over his shoulders while he bent forward... the tip of his dick touching Justin's entrance.
"You ready babe?" Nick asked as he placed his hands on either side of Justin's head while Justin's hands made their way into Nick's hair.
Justin nodded his head and closed his eyes tight when he felt Nick push his way inside. No matter how many times Nick and Justin have made love... Justin always seems to be tight... one more thing that Nick loved about the man writhing underneath him. Nick fisted the sheets in his hands trying his best to not cum right there and then. After what seemed like forever Nick was completely enveloped by Justin's tight heat. He waited a few moments until Justin began to writhe and push back on him. Nick began a slow pace... moving almost all the way out and then moving all the way back in.
Nick watched Justin's face contort into that of pleasure and he bent down and began to kiss him all over his face. "I love you Justin," he said panting.
"Faster Nicky," Justin said as Nick continued kissing him, "and I love you too, baby... so much."
Nick began to thrust faster hitting Justin's spot every single time causing the younger man to remove his hands from Nick's wet hair to his back. Nick stopped kissing and thrusting into Justin long enough so that he could straighten up and place his hands on Justin's hip... while Justin's legs dropped onto Nick's arms. Nick resumed thrusting into Justin... going harder and faster each time Justin had asked him to.
Justin could feel his balls tighten and he knew it wouldn't be long till he was cumming.
"Nick...Oh... fuck... I think ... I'm... going... to... oohhhhhh... cum..." Justin moaned out finding it hard to speak with Nick thrusting into him the way he was.
"Me too baby," Nick stated as he went back to his previous position in which Justin's legs were on his shoulders and he was bent over him. He let his right hand grab Justin's dick and began to jerk Justin off... matching his thrusts.
"Ohhhh NICK," Justin screamed... "I'm close baby... I can feel it."
"Cum with me J..." Nick panted... his movements on Justin's dick going faster. Justin dug his fingers into Nick's back and pushed his head further into the pillow as his second orgasm of the night washed over him. His first shot of cum came as far up as Justin's neck... his second shot of cum was all over his stomach... while he third smaller load fell on Nick's hand that was milking him.
Feeling Justin's muscle contract around him caused Nick to lose all his will power and he came hard inside of Justin. "Juuuuuuuusstin," Nick screamed as he shot load after load... and rode out his orgasm.
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Part Seven: Aftermath
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Spent, Nick collapsed on top of Justin while Justin held onto Nick as they both tried to get their breathing back to normal. A few minutes passed... both of them in a state of absolute bliss. Nick grunted as he lifted himself off of Justin and pulled his softened dick out of him. Both groaning at the loss. He got up and quickly made his way into the bathroom returning a few seconds later with two wash cloths. He cleaned Justin's chest and then his own and walked back into the bathroom to put the dirty wash cloths in the hamper. He returned to the bedroom to find Justin chewing on another strawberry. He leaned in to kiss Justin but Justin simply turned his head and handed Nick the bowl of strawberries.
"Nuh uh, Nicky," Justin said his mouth full, "get your own strawberries man."
"Oh, I see how it is," Nick rolled his eyes, "You get sex and get off and now you don't want anything to do with me," he playfully sniffled. "I'll remember this." Nick got up placing the bowl of strawberries on the night stand. He began walking towards the closet to get some clothes...
"Where the hell are you going?" Justin questioned as he saw Nick getting ready to put clothes on.
"Well, seeing that you're satisfied," he sniffled, "you don't need me anymore... so I'm going to go downsta-"
Justin was out of bed in matter of seconds... jumping on Nick's back. "Like hell you are," he stated cutting Nick off mid-sentence. "You're not going anywhere, baby. I love you...you know I was just joking with you right?"
Nick laughed as he stumbled his way back towards the bed... dropping Justin on it and then pouncing on top of him. "Of course, I knew you were kidding, baby boy." Nick kissed him. "I love you too."
Justin let out a dreamy sigh as they both got under the sheets and snuggled together... Nick spooning Justin in his arms while Justin's back was towards Nick. He enjoyed this the most... Justin was the kind of guy who liked to cuddle after sex... and he absolutely loved that his entire back was in contact with Nick's front. He turned his head to the left so that he could kiss Nick again. Nick lifted his head and kissed Justin and then rested his head back on to the pillow. There were silent for a few minutes and then Justin spoke up.
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Part Eight: Explanation
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"...Nick," he asked quietly.
"Hmmm mmmm."
"Why didn't you come to LA two weeks ago with AJ and Howie?"
Nick was expecting this question though he was waiting for it to be asked the next day�but this will do. "Because baby, I was busy trying to get this surprise to work... for you."
"Huh?"
"Well, I took that day to come up here. The day before I had called the same construction guys that built this cabin to come up and build a clear glass underwater walkway... because I remembered you telling me that you wished to walk on water... and well, this was the closest thing I could think of..."
Justin smiled��He went through all that trouble for me,� he thought to himself.
"Well, anyway... I spent that whole day shopping at Ikea... buying the fabrics and the candles and the Christmas lights. Then I came here and set the place up."
"But... how did you know I was coming here today?"
"Well, AJ and Howie who heard it from JC and Chris informed me of your latest moods over the past two weeks... and this morning JC called AJ telling him that you booked yourself on a flight to New York. AJ informed me of this and I immediately knew you were heading out to the cabin. So, I bought a whole bunch of roses and the stuff I needed to make your favorite dinner... as well as some plates and silverware. I got here at around seven in the morning and the first thing I did was start cooking. It took me twelve times to get the pasta and the sauce just right and about 3 times to get the chicken to look and taste edible..."
Justin gasped. "You cooked..."
"Yes."
"Holy Shit!"
Nick laughed. "What?"
"I didn�t know you could cook.�
�Neither did I� I mean it�s not that I don�t know how to cook, it�s just that I didn�t really want to,� he sighed. �I guess it�s just that today is a special occasion and I wanted it to be perfect� I wanted to personally make sure you get everything you deserve, you know.�
Justin�s cheeks were starting to hurt� he�s been smiling way too much but he didn�t care. He smiled anyway. �Aww, baby��
�Was dinner okay though?� Nick asked nervously.
�It was amazing... delicious," Justin stated squeezing Nick's hand that was draped over his stomach and bringing it up to lips to kiss it.
"Thanks."
"Go on."
"Okay... so as soon as I perfected the dinner I went about making the cards and the path and the bedroom and the candles... as soon as I was done... I took a shower and got dressed and a few minutes later you pulled into the garage."
After a few minutes of silence Justin asked, "How the hell did you set the dinner table?"
"Nuh uh... that's a secret."
"Please..."
"Nope."
"Okay, fine."
"I love you."
"Then tell me."
"No."
"I love you, too."
"Oh shit," Nick said untangling himself from Justin. "I almost forgot." Nick ran out the door.
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Part Nine: Finalization
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Justin was startled by Nick's sudden actions and wondered what he was up to now.
Nick ran back towards the door panting... "Umm Justin,..."
"Yes, Nick?"
"Where did you put my pants?"
"In the hamper... why?"
Nick disappeared into the bathroom returning a few seconds later with something in his hands.
"Close you eyes baby," he said as he climbed on to the bed... straddling Justin's waist.
"Why?"
"Just do it."
"Okay," Justin closed his eyes. He felt Nick take his right hand and slide something cool... something metal on his finger. Then he felt Nick kiss the finger.
"Open up those baby blues my baby J," Nick said smiling wide.
Justin opened his eyes and brought his hand to his face and gasped as he saw the ring that adorned his finger. It was white gold and on its sides diamonds were present.
"Oh my God baby, it's beautiful," Justin said as tears began flowing from his eyes.
"It's your engagement ring... I designed it myself," Nick said wiping the tears from Justin's eyes and resumed his earlier position... spooning the younger man from the back.
"Of course you would design an engagement ring....I love it, Nicky. I love you." Justin said smiling broadly at the ring on his finger.
"I'm glad. I love you, too baby," Nick said yawning.
Justin turned over so that he was facing Nick now. He watched as the other man's eyes began to slowly close and he knew that what Nick had done for him today ... well, all in all... 'Today is the happiest day of my life,' Justin thought to himself.
"I love you Nick," Justin whispered placing a feather light kiss on the tip of Nick's nose.
'This is the beginning of forever... together,' was the last thoughts on both their minds before they succumbed to sleep.
They spent the rest of the night holding on to each other... facing each other... both wearing similar smiles on their face as they dreamt about the other person.
:: THE END ::
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