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To
the
Void Fery
glanced
down
in
contempt
at
the
man
who
sprawled
bonelessly
across
his
tooled
boots.
"Death,"
the
shrill
words
rose
from
Lews
Therin's
throat,
wailing
in
the
air
like
a
banshee's
call.
"Mad,
mad!
The
Creator.
We
worshipped
the
Creator
in
life.
Supposed
to
be
the
embodiment
of
good.
Nothing
more
than
a
vengeful
school
teacher,"
a
shrill
giggle
occupied
the
last
few
words.
"Oh
stand
up,"
Fery
snarled,
yanking
the
tall
form
of
the
Dragon
to
his
feet.
"So
you
see
why
I
dislike
you.
You
see
why
you
are
loathsome,
and
you
hate
yourself
you
it.
Very
well.
Wailing
over
it
changes
nothing,
and
makes
you
look
particularly
pathetic
in
the
process
of
changing
nothing!"
Lews
Therin
eyes,
though,
were
wild,
uncaring,
and
full
of
grief
and
rage.
"Mine,
mine,
they
were
all
mine.
Every
life,
every
death,
every
soul!
They're
gone.
Children,
and
loves,
and
friends,
and
all
gone.
He
carried
out
on
his
promise,
my
brother
did,
and
the
Creator
carried
out
on
his
punishment.
Oh
he
did,
he
did.
A
school
teacher.
Vengeful
pitiful
school
teacher,
and
I
no
longer
care!"
he
screamed
the
words
in
Fery's
face.
"Do
you
understand,
historian!?
Do
you
understand
the
depth
of
that
horror,
of
that
nothingness,
of
that
desire
for
destruction
and
death.
I
never
wanted
them
to
die.
Never!
But
I
had
no
choice.
I
did
not
want
them
to
die,
in
my
heart!
But
in
my
mind,
there
was
hunger.
Hunger.
Eternal
hunger
for
destruction.
To
see
blessed
emptiness
in
their
eyes.
To
see
all
awareness
fade.
To
see
that
hunger
filled
within
me,
to
feel
my
own
rage.
I
need
it,
I
must
have
it.
I
must!
Oh
fool,
fool,
fool!
I
am
not
the
Dragon!
I
am
the
Kinslayer
that
Elan
Morin
named
me!
So
apt!
Every
life,
every
life!
Let
me
die!
Let
me
kill!"
the
crackling
desperation
in
the
Dragon's
eyes
overwhelmed
even
the
apparent
fearlessness
of
Fery's
nature,
and
he
backed
away
four
steps
from
the
insane
fury
before
him.
"You
are
mad
in
truth,
Kinslayer,
if
you
so
wish
the
name.
You
are
mad
even
without
it."
"No,"
Lews
Therin
moaned.
"I
don't
want
it.
But
I
must.
It's
the
truth."
Hands
were
there
then,
pushing,
pulling
at
him,
prodding
him
along
to
somewhere,
but
he
no
longer
cared.
Nothing.
Nothing
mattered.
All
was
lost.
All
had
been
lost
from
the
very
beginning.
Voices
babbled
angrily
in
the
distance.
He
ignored
them,
and
slumped
bonelessly
in
the
arms
of
those
that
held
him
up.
*
*
*
"If
we
do
this,
he
will
never
forgive
us.
You
know
this,"
Birgitte
said.
Fery
had
kept
Lews
Therin
distracted
whilst
she
and
Artur
and
several
others
had
appeared
to
take
him
away,
and
though
his
hysteria
and
fury
had
frightened
them
all,
they
had
been
able
to
sneak
up
on
him
in
that
state,
which
they
might
otherwise
not
have
been
able
to
do.
"Sometimes
such
things
are
necessary.
He
may
not
forgive
us,
but
at
least
there
will
be
someone
still
there
who
will
not
forgive.
And
at
least
the
world
will
not
die.
He
owes
us
that
much,
and
we
owe
him
that
much,"
Gaidal
Cain
said
to
Birgitte.
"He
speaks
truth,
Birgitte.
You
know
it,"
Artur
Hawkwing's
deep
voice
rang
out.
"I
know.
But
I
cannot
help
but
wonder
if
there
is
another
way,"
she
answered.
"I
there
is,
we
have
not
the
time
to
find
it.
The
woman
is
on
the
Mountain.
The
Void
took
a
thousand
years
in
their
time.
We
cannot
wait."
"When
next
we
see
him,
it
will
be
the
Horn
that
calls
us,
and
he
will
not
remember
us,"
Birgitte
said.
"I
look
forward
to
that.
Because
when
he
does
remember,
he
will
hate
us."
"I
know,"
Artur
said,
"That
is
the
price
we
must
pay."
*
*
*
The
Dragon
stood
on
the
edge
of
the
door.
He
came
to
his
senses
in
a
moment.
He
remembered
this
door,
as
he
now
remembered
all
things
he
had
ever
known.
"You
mean
to
force
me,"
he
said,
voice
unnaturally
still,
suddenly
so
very,
very
sane.
"If
you
will
go,
we
will
let
you,"
Birgitte
said
carefully.
"In
other
words,
you
mean
to
force
me.
But
I
go
for
another
reason,
old
friend.
Another
reason
entirely.
You
lied
when
you
said
that
you
would
let
me
go
to
the
true
death.
You
know
you
lied.
You
would
never
allow
that,
even
if
the
"Prophecies"
did
not
exist.
I
go,
then,
to
find
oblivion.
To
live
a
life
in
which
I
remember--nothing.
Wouldn't
that
be
wonderful.
A
clean
slate,
until
I
die.
That's
the
greatest
thing
about
mortal
life.
You
don't
have
to
remember.
To
find
some
few
spare
moments
of
sanity
and
peace
in
the
rush
of
the
multiverse,
on
the
Wheel
of
Time.
I
know
this.
Memories
I
do
not
want,"
and
he
stared
at
the
door
as
he
said,
"It's
very
like
the
Void.
You
don't
really
know
what
you
will
find,
do
you?"
and
he
stepped
through.
An
echo
trailed
behind
him,
"And
I
will
hate
you
when
I
come
back.
You
were
right
about
that,
at
least.
Perhaps
more,
but
that
is
true,"
and
the
voice
was
light,
and
dark,
and
all
things
between,
containing
the
essence
of
madness.
*
*
*
And
as
a
child,
newborn
and
bluing
in
the
snow
lay
on
the
mound
of
stone
called
Dragonmount,
the
spirit
of
Lews
Therin
Telamon,
the
Dragon,
the
Kinslayer,
reached
out
into
that
soulless
husk,
rushed
in
himself,
and
brought
the
boy
to
life.
Crying
in
the
snow.
Remembering
nothing.
*
*
*
"He
has
his
reasons.
He
wants
to
forget,"
Fery
said,
"But
I
am
the
historian
of
the
Wheel.
I
have
insights
outside
of
time
itself.
He
will
not
forget
for
all
of
this
life.
He
will
remember,
and
damn
himself
for
it
again.
And
damn
him
for
that
as
well.
Damn
him
for
being
right.
Who
wants
to
know?
Who
wants
to
remember,"
and
the
Historian
of
the
Wheel
laughed
as
the
Heroes
of
the
Horn
watched
grimly,
feeling
the
need
to
weep
for
what
they
had
done,
and
yet,
not
finding
the
tears.
What
must
be
done,
must
be
done.
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