I WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT THIS DOES GET EASIER AS TIME PASSES. THAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU FORGET, BECAUSE THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. IT TAKES TIME. THINGS ARE MUCH BETTER FOR US NOW. I AM ABLE TO TALK TO OTHERS ABOUT MY LOSS EASIER. IT STILL HURTS AND EVERYTIME I READ MY WEBPAGE I STILL CRY. WE DO HAVE SOME GOOD NEWS. I AM NOW PREGANT WITH OUR SECOND CHILD. WE ARE DUE IN DECEMBER. IT IS NOT AS HARD AS I IMAGINED IT TO BE. I THOUGHT I WOULD FEEL GUILTY; BUT I DON'T. I AM JUST AT PEACE WITH THINGS AND KNOW THAT THE TIMING IS RIGHT FOR US NOW. THE HARD PART IS WORRYING ABOUT IT HAPPENING AGAIN. I AM TRYING TO KEEP FAITH. I AM NOT SURE I WOULD BE ABLE TO HANDLE IT AGAIN. I HAVE CORRESPONDED WITH SEVERAL MOTHERS THAT THIS HAS HAPPENED TO OVER AND OVER AGAIN. I COMMEND THEM FOR BEING STRONG WOMEN. MANY PEOPLE THAT DON'T KNOW ABOUT MY LOSS TALK TO ME ABOUT "FIRST PREGNANCIES", THEN I HAVE TO EXPLAIN TO THEM THAT I ALREADY HAD CHILD. THAT IS TOUGH SOMETIMES; BUT I UNDERSTAND THAT THEY CANNOT HELP THAT THEY DO NOT KNOW. I THANK ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE TAKEN THE TIME TO LOOK AT MY PAGE AND EMAIL ME TO LET ME KNOW THAT THIS PAGE HAS TOUCHED YOU OR SHARE YOUR EXPERIENCES WITH ME. THIS PAGE WAS INTENDED ONLY TO AID IN MY HEALING PROCESS. IT HAS HELPED ME TREMENDOUSLY. PLEASE CONTINUE LETTING ME KNOW HOW I CAN UPDATE AND BETTER MY WEBPAGE, AS I ENJOY HEARING YOUR COMMENTS, STORIES, AND INPUT.
THANK YOU
DENA |