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01/15/02: "POOH"

     I feel like pooh, seriously. What i thought was just a cold on thursday has now turned into the flu. That's right kiddos! I think i got it from my nephew (damn him). Yesterday at work i got just about nothing done, and i couldn't go home because i was out sick on Thursday and Friday. So in typical Monday fashion, work was NOT fun. For now I'll be hooking up an i.v. of Dayquil in one arm and Maalox in the other. Fucking flu...

     OH YEAH! Jess and Gareth are alive! Thank Bujesus!

     Went to Hoy's again this weekend for another "party". Lots of folks there this time. And...one Mr. White T-Shirt Guy was there again. Woo Hoo! It's been strongly suggested that i ask him out...eeek! We'll see. Hoy's having another one this weekend...man, that guy is turning into one social butterfly. Let's see...Went out with Trip again on Saturday to go see Carloyn's Mother. It was a really good show. I met this girl he's dating, she seemed nice...quiet though. Also hung out with Jason, one of Trip's best friends i forgot how cool he was.

     So i need to get better by this weekend so i can go see Christopher's play.

     Oh yeah i almost forgot!! Last Thursday was the final episode of Survivor!! We (Justin and I) headed out to Nicole's for our now famous Survivor Finale Party. Part of the fun of the party is you get to dress up as your favorite Survivor. I was Lex, I raided Old Chicago's temporary tattoo machine so i could get the authentic Lex look. Justin was Ethan and sported a giant afro wig. Nicole was Kim, pigtails included. And Lisa was Jeff Probst and even came with her own torch putter outter thingy. "the tribe has spoken". no one else dressed up and i know we sound like a bunch of losers, but this bunch of losers had alot of fun.

01/22/02: "TODAY"

     Saw Christopher's play this weekend, it was really good. I asked White T-Shirt Guy to go with me. (yes, as in a "date") He couldn't make it due to work/sleep issues, but that's ok, i guess we can go out another time. However, he did call me on sunday to see how it was and see what i was up to. I felt dumb on the phone, oh well...i guess i shouldn't.

     It's back...for anybody who can do the math and have a good memory...it's back. I guess we know what i won't be doing for a while.

     And...my Dad's in the hospital. We think it may have been a mild stroke...i hope not.

     The new Nine Inch Nails CD and DVD come out today, i need to pick that up on my way home.

     I have a new song posted. Please listen to it and tell me what you think.

01/25/02: "AND ALL THAT COULD HAVE BEEN"

     I'm going out with White-Tshirt guy tonight...I'm nervous. What if i say something wrong. What if i act like an idiot. What if, what if, what if? Seriously, i like this guy. I just don't know what i'm doing. I guess it's all part of the American Dream. If he's nice i hope he's really nice...and if he let's me down, i hope he's nice.

     My Dad is ok.

     Other than that this is how i've been occupying my time:

02/05/02: "OHMA-GAGA!"

     Well it's been eventful, i think.

     Turns out i was wrong, way wrong. I liked someone alot and i thought they liked me back....silly me. Well apparently White-T shirt Guy isn't interested. I got that message pretty quick. Oh well, no use crying over spilled milk, and a few lessons learned: don't listen to people when they tell you someone likes you...find out for your self for sure before you do anything, learn from the past...if it's happened before it's gonnna happen again and again and again, don't let your guard down...you'll only get hurt. Well at least i know White T-shirt guy and me will be friends.

     I finally bought a CD burner, yeah out of the stone age and into last century. but the good news is that i can start putting my music on cd for my friends, and i can put some dj mixes on disc to whore out to clubs and promoters. Call me Heidi Fleiss.

     Watched the Suber Bowl...or as i like to call it NFL Incomplete pass and Fumble Spectacular! Damn Rams, i had money on that game!

     Not to be a pain, but please listen and give me some input. thanks.