(UNTITLED)
I sit back,
and relax
Reminance about the past
Realizing time goes by fast
Out of school
Thinking about what I'm going to do
Going out and experiencing life
Don't expect a wife
At least not yet,
but it's no sure bet.
Going through a lot of changes
My goals have many ranges
Everything is about money
People starting to act funny
Don't know whom I can trust
Mind's about to bust
Could it be that I'm lost
Getting soft
Been done wrong
For so long
Pain no longer hurts
Sick of the same ol' jerks
Talking is pointless
And everyting is a mess
Wish everything could go away
and start with a new day
(UNTITLED)
It takes a death for us to realize
That within a minute
All that visualize
Has a limit
They say the good die first,
Why does it have to be that way?
Our insides feel like they're going to burst
Wanting to see them one more day
We all should take a step back
Be thankful for what we got
For gratitude is what we lack
And our greed is too hot
Savor the moments that we share
Just say I love you
To those you care
For our thank-yous are well over due
Live day by day
Don't worry about tomorrow
It's better that way
Brings less sorrow
Who knows what the future will hold?
Live life with a smile
Dare to be bold
It makes everything worth while
(Changes)
It's all about to change
Dont know whom I can trust
Everything seems so strange
And honesty is a must
Lies being told
Straight to your face
But they're all a big disgrace
The truth comes out
True colors showing through
Find out what they're about
But ain't nothing new
Still same shit
Just a different day
Like one good hit
Won't see what's coming their way
I'm not the same person anymore
Going to see someone new
Things aren't going to be like before
Because of people like you
Don't worry about me
You all are dead in my eyes
Just wait and see
Then you all will be mesmerized
I'm someone different
Not someone nice
Someone omniscient
With a high paying price
So who's laughing now
I know it's not you
Isn't funny how
Paybacks are due
(REALITY CHECK)
You want to know what's on my mind
Just a warning beware
My thoughts might not be so kind
And it's very rare that I share
If I spoke what was on my mind
There's no doubt people would cry
Because they're so blind
And just barely get by
If the truth hurts, so be it
That's what they say
Like one good hit,
Wouldn't live to see the next day
Everyone wants to know,
But doesn't care
With a phony smile they show
Their blindness is bare
I just sit back and laugh
Because reality bites
On the other half
I'll be on to new heights
(SHIT LOVE)
At one time in my life
I needed you so much
I lived for your smile
And dreamed of your touch
At once my heart would beat
At the sound of your voice
And when I looked into your eyes
My heart would rejoice
Your smile made me happy
Your tears made me blue
You told me you loved me
And I thought it was true
Time came between us;
All the pain has stayed away
It has taken lots of time to
Repair the hurt to this day
I want you no longer
Not even as a friend
All I want is our friendship
To forever end
Although I will always love you,
And remember the fun times we had;
You're still the sorry bastard
That hurt me so bad
You may think it's funny,
but only time will tell;
That paybacks are a mother fucker
And I hope you burn in hell
Oh, you were a great lover;
That I must admit, but when it
comes to being a man
BABY
YOU AIN'T SHIT
(UNTITLED/unfinished)
In a blink of an eye
Your whole life can change
You might even die
And everything must rearrange
In a blink of an eye
Your whole life flashes before you,
You can't decide,
The pain you're going to go through
One minute you're fine,
And the next - you're in the hospital
Your life is on the line
And it wasn't optional
In a blink of an eye
I say - why me
Why must I die
Was it destined to be?
I'm no one bad
What did I do?
Why not some other bastard?!
Who's fucked up too?!!!
Like they say
Shit happens
And in a way - we all have to pay. . . .
(unfinished). . . .
(UNTITLED)
R.I.P EMITT PADILLA
You were my first love,
I cherish every moment we had
Now you're watching from above
Can't help to feel sad
Can't help but to be selfish,
Wanting you here one more day
Wish it didn't have to be this way
As your body rest to lay
Didn't have a chance to say good-bye
It happened so sudden
Wondering why
Death took you in
I know you don't want to see me this way
Just letting you know how I feel
Because I didn't have the chance to say
That my feelings were real
I can't change what's been done
You were loved so much
You left a mark on everyone
Many lives were touched
I take back my good-bye
We'll see each other along the way
No longer will I cry
Because you're with me everyday
(AM I WRONG)
I sit down and think,
Only twenty years old
Writing how I feel in ink
So many stories to be told
So much has happened this year
Too much to handle
To get rid of my fear
I sit and light this white candle
And pray for another day
Wondering why it's got to be me,
And why does it have to be this way?
I've already opened my eyes to see
To see that life is too precious
The good always go first
Never know when our time is
My heart is about to burst
Burst from the pain that I have sustained
Never knew it could hurt that much
The memories must be maintained
With my own individual touch
Did I do something wrong?
Seems like everything has rearranged
Hope my pain isn't long
As my point of view has changed.
It's like a slap in the face,
Coming out of nowhere;
At a dangerously fast pace
And my blindness is bare
If you looked into my eyes,
On the verge of going to shout
As I just keep asking myself why?!
You can see my insides crying out
No one can comprehend
All this I'm going through
So my hapiness I pretend
And continue like nothing is new
It's all so clear to me,
Tomorrow isn't gauranteed
Just the way it has to be
My life I got to lead.
POEM FOR CACAHEAD(MY BROTHER)
Whenever I was hurt, confused, or sad
You made me smile and no long feel sad
Whenever somone put me down or made me blue
I knew I could always come to you
Whenever I needed you - you were always there
You didn't need to say anything, because I knew you cared
You're my brother; so sweet and kind
People like you are hard to find
With all the things you've done for me
I'll owe you for eternality
We are stuck together til death to us part
Got to stick together play it by heart
You are my inspiration and I love you very much
I can't imagine what it would be like without your loving touch
You will always come first in my heart,
It won't matter how far we are apart
I haven't told you, I don't know where these words have been
You're not just my brother, you're forever my best friend
I Cry
Sometimes when I`m alone
I cry Because I`m on my own,
The tears I cry are bitter warm
They flow with life but take no form
I cry because my heart is torn
I find it difficult to carry on
If I had an ear to confide in
I would cry among my treasured friend
But who do you know who stops that long
To help another carry on
The world moves fast and would rather pass by
Than to stop and see what makes one cry
So painful and sad And sometimes....
I cry and no one cares about why.
By Tupac Shakur
LET ME KNOW
Papi, I don't want you sellin' me false fantasies,
Tellin' me that I'm your one & only
Tryin 2 take me in your world of hypocrisies
Knowin' that I'll end up heartbroken & lonely
I want U to let me know the deal
Done with your pointless game
Tryin' to see how you feel
Hopin' you're not just another lame
I'm here pouring my insides
While U look at other girls w/lust
What - U got something to hide?
As I'm here - giving you my trust
While I'm in your arms caressin' me
I can see in your eyes undressin' me
Papi - it's only destiny
And love is the recipe
I've never felt like this
This is more than a fling
I cherich every kiss
Not sure if it's the real thing
Don't start actin' all shy & blushin'
Because you know what I'm about to say
Havin' a serious discussion
Seein' if you change your ways
Seems like I'm the only 1 that cares
Makin' me feel as though my love is unfit
I'm the 1 tryin' to be there
Let me know now - if I should quit
So I ask of you please
Don't play around with me
Let my mind and heart be at ease
And tell me if we could be . . .
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