Wonder if you mean
to tell me that I have lost again ?
Wonder if this is
another test or yet another mockery ?
Wonder if its my transgressions
being rewarded,
by your graciousness
?
or just another note
of your Supremacy ?
Is it again the thought
of my helplessness that you want to provoke ?
or is it your absolute
control you intend to exhibit ?
Tell me I lost,
tell me I lost again,
not much difference
it ever made,
I lost and I have
lost,
no matter what,
no matter where it
my be,
the memories of the
miracles fading away,
the cherished dreams
diffusing away,
the bleak thoughts
of a wonder dreamland.
Tell me why today,
and remind me again,
that you control and
I do not,
that you instruct
and I not follow,
that you are the absolute
entity and me no speck of dust,
yeah tell me,
tell me again,
and I will listen,
teach me today and
I will learn.
That you,
you are the greatest
traitors of them all,
the biggest liar I’ve
ever known,
you and your wows,
you and you damned
creation,
you and your obsession
with yourself.
No more affection,
no more affinity,
no more numbness even
anymore,
I feel nothing,
nothing but pity,
pity for you,
your non existent
soul,
and your damned reality.
Tell me you rule,
yeah you rule,
and you trample,
and you rule ever,
but I’ll ever be the
same,
the transgressor,
the retaliating soul,
I won’t listen,
no I won’t,
never again,
never before,
you just are not worth
it,
not you,
not your promises,
you are hollow within,
and so deceiving,
I do not ask,
and I do not pray,
and I do not want
from you anything,
anything you can and
cannot ever give,
anything you will
and will not ever give,
no I do not,
and I just do not,
you and your divinity,
to hell with it all,
damn you your creation,
and damn the creator. |