Cruel stranger

Oh cruel stranger !
Oh slave of evil !
Why? I question why?
Why did you make me witness,
the slaughter of innocence,
at the altar of virtue?
Why? Why did you make me hear,
the silence of death,
in the songs of love birds?
Why? and then why
did you make me see,
the glittering darkness,
in the black of the night?
Why? ... why ___ again why
did you make me experience,
the brutal world,
putting at bait my soul?
Why? tell me why
did you gamble my life,
for the dimes of your joy?
selling forever my stars and skies
you had your joys,
you had your time,
but now with past long gone,
now that I know what you did,
my soul is dead,
my mind is dead,
your intent evil,
your evil abysmal,
but worry you not,
have your joys, you are forgiven,
I will never be but you are forgiven.