Sensory Pleasure
Part 16 - Addicted
Karen H.

Leery’s Fresh Fish.

I definitely never thought that I’d be doing that to Joey on the floor of the Potter B & B. I can’t believe that I just left her there, that I never said to her what I had planned on telling her.

Why can’t I just get her out of my head?

**********

The previous night.

just one more kiss
and I’ll be gone
I won’t write I won’t call you
no more girl, I swear that I’ll be strong

just one more taste of you
and I’ll be fine
girl I mean what I say today
but tomorrow I’ll know that I was lying

cos baby, oh
I only wish you knew
how this feeling scares me so
it’s just like letting, just like letting go

"Do you realise that I’m never ever...gonna be able to walk through that door again, without thinking about what you just did to me!"

"What ‘I’ did to ‘you’?" Joey says as she starts to nibble on my ear. "If I remember correctly, you started this!"

"I started this?" I ask her questioningly as I place one hand on the small of her back.

"You had me moaning on the phone!"

"Well I can’t really argue with..." I begin as she starts to trail one hand down my chest, then my stomach, grazing my inner thigh. "...argue with that."

She places her hands on the floor on either side of my head, straddling me, her breasts swaying a little as she leans down to kiss me. The kiss is gentle at first, slow even.

Boy do I love kissing this woman.

Then she lightly brushes her tongue against my lips, seeking entrance. My lips part and I feel her tongue brush against mine. The touch enough to send a tremor from my tongue to my toes.

and I guess if that’s addiction
then I guess that I’m addicted
and I guess that I’m your junkie, fair enough
(I’m addicted)
and I guess if that’s addiction

I feel myself getting lost in Joey, as the kiss becomes more intense, hungry.

Then all at once she stops kissing me and stands up, all the while watching me.

I just lie there on the floor in front of her, naked and dazed for a moment. Trying to clear my head.

Should I be self conscious about the fact she’s staring at me and I’m not wearing anything? I don’t think I should be. This feels like the most natural thing in the world.

**********

Leery’s Fresh Fish.

then I guess that I’m your junkie
and I guess that I’m just strung out on your love

"Dawson!! Dawson!!" I hear someone calling my name, pulling me from my daydream. "Dawson, you in here!!" I hear them calling again.

I walk out of the office to see Scott standing there with some boxes in his hands. "Hey, sorry it took me so long to reply, I was lost in thought."

"No harm done. I’m the one that should be sorry anyway. I said that I’d be here about an hour and a half ago with this delivery, and I wasn’t. I hope that I’m not keeping you from anything." He says as he carries the boxes into the kitchen.

"No, it’s okay." I tell him. "So how have you been?"

"Okay. I’m gonna have to bring the girlfriend down here sometime. She wants to see this place." Scott puts the boxes down by the counter and goes to leave the kitchen.

girl I can’t sleep
in these wet sheets
cos I’ve got hot flushes, cold sweats
and a hunger that’s making me weak

"Hey." He says turning back around. "You wouldn’t happen to have any of that delicious sauce Bodie makes would you? I was hoping that I could maybe have some."

"It is quite tasty isn’t it?? But we don’t have any left."

"Oh well, I’ll just have to hope that there’s some next time. I’ll bring in the rest of the delivery." He calls as I remember...after we’d made love on the floor we progressed to the couch and then we had to eat.

**********

The previous night.



so hit me up
with your best stuff
all I need is a dime bag of attention
and maybe an ounce of your trust

cos letting go
is harder than you know
I’m tearing out my heart
to give my heart to you
as you walk right out of view

"You know Dawson, all this strenuous activity, burning some calories, I’ve worked up a bit of an appetite..."

"Well I’m a little famished too, growing boy and everything, maybe we should eat something." I say back to her as I start to tease one of her breasts with my mouth.

"Dawson!..." She starts bringing her hand down to rest on the back of my neck. "...oh." She pushes me away with the other hand. "As much as I like what you’re doing...I really need some food." She probably sees the look of disappointment on my face because she kisses me before adding. "But I will remember where we were."

I just look at her for a moment and sigh. "You promise?"

"Yes, but if I don’t get food I will not be responsible for my actions!" I move off of her and watch her as she walks towards her room. "How does pasta sound? "

I just nod my head.

"Can you put on the kettle then?" She says before entering her room.

"Sure." I call back to her as I pull on my boxers, placing Joey’s clothes on the couch.

**********

A few minutes later. In the Kitchen.



and I guess if that’s addiction
then I guess that I’m addicted
and I guess that I’m your junkie, fair enough
(I’m addicted)
and I guess if that’s addiction
then I guess that I’m your junkie
and I guess that I’m just strung out on your love

"Hey, I hope that you don’t mind." Joey says when she sees me looking at her. I just shake my head. "I was just picking up your clothes and thought that I’d put your shirt on."

"I picked up your clothes too." I tell her as she walks over to the fridge, while I pour water from the kettle over the pasta. "Just never thought about putting on your shirt though."

She laughs as she places the jar of sauce on the counter. "That might suit you."

"Don’t go there Jo." I whisper in her ear as I start to undo the buttons of my shirt.

"Dawson..." She starts, but I silence her by placing one finger on her lips and sucking on her ear.

"The food’s cooking, who says that we can’t amuse ourselves while it cooks?"

She sighs. "You do your thing and I’ll do mine then."

you go through my heart and through my soul
like a river gone out of control
it takes my resolve and washes it all away
all away, all away

She stirs the pasta and I lower the sleeves of the shirt. She allows it to fall to the floor as she reaches for the jar. She starts to unscrew the jar and I place my hands over hers, all the while still sucking on her ear. She places the lid of the sauce on the counter. I dip a few fingers in the sauce and then smear it on her stomach.

Joey gasps and then spins round to face me. "What are you doing?" She asks, trying to sound serious but her tone sounds a little playful.

I pour some sauce on my hand and step closer to her, this time smearing her breasts. "Just passing the time until dinner is ready."

She takes my hand and licks one of my fingers, her eyes never wavering from mine. "Delicious. Aren’t you going to have some?" She asks me one eyebrow raised.

and I guess if that’s addiction
then I guess that I’m addicted
and I guess that I’m your junkie, fair enough
(I’m addicted)
and I guess if that’s addiction
then I guess that I’m your junkie
and I guess that I’m just strung out on your love

I don’t have to be asked twice. I lean down, taking one nipple into my mouth and she starts to moan something.

"I really don’t...think that that’s...that’s what this sauce is...is...Dawson!" She mumbles as she runs her hand through my hair. "Dawson..." She grasps onto the counter, while I suck as much of the sauce from her breast before I straighten up and look at her.

"Yes Jo."

"Nothing." She says as she leans closer, kissing me.

"What was that for?" I ask her.

She takes my hand again, placing a finger in her mouth, sucking the sauce from it. "You had some sauce right..." She says as she kisses the corner of my mouth. "...here."

She steps in front of the cooker, stirring the pasta and walks over to one of the cupboards and takes out two plates, placing them on the counter before turning round.

She smiles at me as she runs one finger down her stomach, leaving some sauce on her finger. "You do know that dinner isn’t ready yet, don’t you?" She asks before she licks the sauce from her finger.

"And just when will it be ready?" I ask her as I step towards her.

and I guess if that’s addiction
don’t walk away
baby don’t walk away
baby don’t walk away

"In a few minutes." She replies walking towards me. "What could we possibly do to amuse ourselves until then?"

"I’m sure we’ll think of something." I say as my tongue meets her sauce smeared breast.

"I don’t know Dawson, we might have to just settle for doing this." As I continue to lap up all of the sauce from her breast, she continues to moan. "Dawson...I need you."

She groans as I stop what I was doing and I remove my boxer shorts.

**********

Leery’s fresh fish.

I’m addicted
I’m addicted
I’m addicted
I’m addicted

*addicted - ronan keating*

Even just the memory of that is enough to make me want to drive right over there...and not just so that we can have more of the same. Not just so that we can make love all night again. I want to go over there so that we can talk. We have to talk.

Might be a good idea if I just went into the walk in freezer for a few minutes first.

"Dawson! Dawson!"

Scott shakes me from my thoughts again. "What?"

"Boy you really must be smitten, I’ve been calling you for the past few minutes." He says laughing.

"Sorry Scott."

"Just wanted to let you know that that’s everything."

"Thanks." I say standing up and grabbing my car keys.

"So you heading on home now?" He asks me as I lock up.

"Actually I have to go see someone."

It’s about time we had this conversation. I have to tell her...I want to try again.

Why didn’t we talk about this last night? We discussed everything but us. Made love...discussed Audrey going to see her parents...made love...made dinner...made love...talked about school...Oliver...Joey being happy that she hadn’t dropped her writing class...made love...had a very interesting game of truth or dare... But no talk about us, what we want. No analysis of our relationship.

**********

A few minutes later. Potter B & B.

I knock on the door twice but there is no answer. So I go back to the car and just as I’m about to drive away Bessie drives up.

"Hey Dawson." She calls to me as she rolls down her window. "Why do I get the feeling that you didn’t stop by to see me?" She laughs.

"Well that’s not true, Bessie!"

"Really? Why did you stop by?" She asks with an amused look on her face.

"To find out how your evening with Bodie went."

She smiles again. "Nice try Leery. We had a nice time, but nothing that would warrant a visit." She pauses, looks at the house and the creek and then back at me. "She’s not here."

"Do you know where she is?" I ask.

Bessie looks at her watch. "I’d say that her train is just about ready to leave for Boston by now."

"She’s going back early?"

Bessie nods her head. "She said something came up."

"Thanks Bessie." I tell her as I start the engine.

Joey must have read my not being there this morning wrong. I have to get her before she gets back to the dorm and won’t see me.

*to be continued...*

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