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<~~~~~~ really cool confused panda wonders what this site is really about |
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ok, hi, thanx for coming and reading this, u know not just looking at the pics... its ok if u looked at the pics first and then started reading, most of the time i do that too, today's society is just very visual, but what counts is that ur spending ur time to read this... thats so nice of you. ok so this site is gonna be about me, how interesting, no? actually it's not interesting at all, i am probably one of the most boring people you will ever meet, if u ever meet me that is, but i will probably end up sounding boring even in my writing. ok so who am i? how the hell should i know. im an 18 year old girl, thats all im certain about. this is what i look like. what r my interests/hobbies? i guess they r watching TV, listening to music... ok i cant think of anything else right now and i dont wanna make this web site thingy a strainful thing so i'll just be lazy like always and leave that part of me not fully answered. what am i like/personality? im shy, quiet, forgetful, pesimistic, careless, unsocial, kinda weird yet in a simple way, lazy (like previously mentioned) again i dont wanna try to hard to think about these things.here come the pictures, not a very good transition but here goes... |
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im a scardy cat, i close my eyes during scary or violent (almost the same) parts in movies, and when people sneak up on me to scare me i usually scream and/or jump, it's kinda embarrassing, yet i enjoy watching real surgeries on TV, u know i've never gotten the chance to c it in person, that'll probably make my feelings toward it a little more complicated. |
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ok if i could be any animal i would be a turtle cus turtles r the coolest cus they have a shell and they can go into it and everything, another plus is that they have alot of green on them and green is my favorite color right now, and also i think that turtles skin patters are way cool, those red eared slider turtles i mean. this is not the best turtle pic, i will find a better one someday and put it on here when i remember. |
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i use to love animals with so much preference to people a while ago, but not now, now i hate both equally, or more positively said i like them both equaly. it all started when my cat got ran over by a car, it was really sad, i guess my heart hardened a little bit more, i no longer avoided running over roadkill, i no longer just shooed off musquitoes i now kill them, i kill ants that get on me, i've even squashed a spider or two, i guess i've been turned into a murderer, the reason for this makes no sence i've become the thing that killed what i loved. |
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mostly every day i feel like a fish out of water, way out of my element, i am almost certain i got social anxiety disorder, u know i get all nervous and overwhelmed when im within a large group, i feel all inferior and stuff and like they r just all against me, and this freaks me out cus i dont like attention, i dont know people just scare me they r kinda really mean. |
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some of the things that pleases my eyes... my favorite flower is a sunflower, cus they r so big and they r yellow, my second favorite color, and they all grow and face the same direction which is very pleasing to the eye, also the thing i like about them is that they make sunflower seeds which are very yummy. the other thing i like is oriental stuff like religion and statues and fabric, i like it cus they got so much mistery and they r just so pretty and make me happy to hear, look at and touch. i like touching things it makes me happy also, touching non scary things. the third thing that i like is stained glass, i like colorful and bright things that are made more beautiful by the suns light, i also like and type of prism thing that will make a rainbow when the sun hits it, i could stare at that all day, its so perfectly beautiful. |
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ok so when i lived in boston not so long ago my favorite season was fall, because of the weather and how the leaves changed colors and the feeling of a matured resolution, it signified such a feeling of completeness for me, how the leaves just fell... just let go, and how the wind danced with the leaves, and fall it was such a rainy season, and i loved the rain. now that i live in miami and fall no longer exists my favorite miracle of nature is the sky's simphony. i think miami's sky is the most beautiful i've ever seen, from the sunrises to the sunsets and everything in between and also that clear night sky. everyday the sky is diferent and has a way of amazing me with its combination of colors and its cloud arrangements, and those night skies always look so peaceful and enviting, somehow to me it even looks loyal. |
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my thoughts and other stuff... |
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