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| Poetry (Baby Steps) |
| Eternity I was going to be But then you came to me And you let me see You're perfect for me Now we're going to be The way it should be It was meant to be You're a Princess to me I don't think it could be More special to me You and I an item to be And, Princess, we will be It will always be Just you and me You have the only key I wish you could see How much you mean to me How we're meant to be You say you really love me And you don't want to lose me You mean the same to me I could never really be Happy without you by me For all of our eternity. True Love From strangers to talk From talk to friends From friends to love From love to lover From lover to trust From trust to in love From in love to engaged From engaged to married From married to make love From make love to bonds From bonds to children From children to family From family to closeness From closeness to growing From growing to aging From aging to living From living to renewal From renewal to last kisses From last kisses to passing From passing to waiting From waiting to passing From passing to finding From finding to loving From loving to lasting Lasting because True Love lasts. |
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| Pain Pain is my closest friend He pushes to see how far I bend I know that I'm about to break How much more can I take? All my ropes are torn and frayed I watch my hopes as they all fade I wonder when it's going to end I wonder why I can't defend Myself against this horrid pain Everyday I wish for rain To wash it away for purity In this world. Innocent maturity In every person living still Who hunt for prey to stalk and kill Hell knows I've had my share Of predators, more than I can bare I've learned to hide all my fears Every night, I drown in tears Why must life be so cruel? Everyday I play the fool Who thinks it will all be okay Who thinks it'll turn around someday But in my mind I always know I'm leading them on, it's just a show For my life will never really be Like it is at night, in dreams I cannot sleep, I'm too afraid Fuck if I live on another day Everyone surrounding me Pushing me, pulling me Why do they think that I am weak? I take their shit, now I can't see I'm going blind, I'm feeling numb I can't speak, I'm deaf and dumb See what you have done to me Bitch, you still think that I am weak? Remember that when I've moved on I found love. Soon I'll be gone Never will I look back for you Why would I with what you put me through Your eyes are always watching me Filled with pleasure, hurtfully Red with passion only for me You touch me sick and talk to me In your ways, you know I can't resist You kiss me wicked, take my fist Kiss it soft to relax me for you Fuck me hard, leave me when you're through Everyday this goes on Even though I know it's wrong I can't escape it, you have control I will leave it all untold If you let me go, untie me Let me live a life. Don't tease me Let me keep this girl, I promise I won't tell a soul, I swear this Fuck you for wanting me down And bloody to just be found Laying on the floor, drenched In my own blood, hands clentched Around a razor, hands are red Flesh torn, stains of tears I shed Pale and cold, young and helpless I only wish that you felt this You push upon me this gruesome thought Through all this, I fought and fought But still you keep me on this chain From this, what could you possibly gain? I'm dead inside, I cannot feel My soul is sick, my heart is ill Every morning, I cannot open my eyes I feel your hot breath, I breathe in your lies Your evil soul fills my inside All true thoughts weakened and died All that comes to mind is death You wear me down till nothing's left I cannot live in Devil's wrath I have to get away, I will at last My love is stronger than your spite I hate you when you take my life Into your hands, I want it back Your perfect image finally cracks It shatters all around your feet As you watch my love grow sweet It makes you sick to see me sappy I don't give a fuck, I'm happy You played with me to see me bleed Now I watch you burn, and feed All your ashes to the dog I once was lost in your hatred fog But now my girl has shown me love Showed me the way, high above The shit you created, now what? Now who's weak, you stupid fuck? Now leave me the fuck alone And let me live out on my own |