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| Dismal Angel Doomed to stalk the world forever Unknowing of your worth Like a lonely dismal angel Not quite of this earth And along your way as you go You stand like an angel exposed Out in the cold you remain alone And every door is closed Darkness The darkness swarms around me Shadows thick and black It pulls me to the floor Holding me down, keeping me back I scream and cry and beg And I pray that I'll be free Then I reach for your hand and pull back...nothing There's nothing left for me Near You Again Burning sensations in my heart The hot spurt of my breath You're near me again You act so cool, so composed I remain still. Blood pumping, head spinding You're near me again You smile and act like everything's fine And acknowledge my presence, and no more You're near me again I try to grab your attention casually Make it all seem so innocent You're near me again You hide in your own little world Forget I'm there Forget I'm near you again. To The Grave So sick of being judged and disgraced Hiding in shadows, feeling lost in space Feeling like the distance to run is too great Decided won't make it until it's too late Whispering and chanting and crying in prayer The rain has begun and my sky has gone greyer I hold and I cherish the compliments you gave Locked in my heart til I turn to the grave Troubled by thinking that problems follow me And scared when you look at me...I'm not what you see. Time I feel each second, each minute, each hour With this sense of dread, and hate Never knowing what the next frame of time will bring; If it will guide me towards my fate I watch the clock and count the ticks I grow anxious in my wait Wondering what the next hour will bring Will it be early or late Decieved They promised I would be more than this I listened and I believed They'd say I'm more than I always thought I listened and I believed They said that one day I'd go far I listened and I believed They were wrong, all of them I was indeed decieved. Awake I fight the urge to close my eyes I stifle another yawn I try to ignore the need for sleep And pray I'll last till dawn Must escape the dreaded nightmares Afraid if I sleep I might not wake I keep my mind occupied Knowing I must stay awake. Invasion You invade me With your cunning and your wit Your dark evil prowess Tear my soul bit by bit Clawing at my heart Trying to free the beast Rip me inside out and leave me vulnerable And then begin to feast Content I want to be inside your mind Feel every single thought that you're thinking Feel every single breath that you breathe Match every little beat and rhythm of your heart and be content. Sin On a cold dark winters night The fire was the only light Reflecting in your cruel dark eyes You were the devil in disguise I'm going straight to hell Only good girls get to win Only bad girls commit such sins Then there's me and I don't know what They say that I should be accused of They say I'm going straight to hell Under the weight of their disgusted stares I'll sit and wallow in my despair And I'll pray each day that God will forgive This sin that I will have to live with I'm going straight to hell. Look At Me Look at me now - see past the pain The laughter and the smiles that I feign Look into my eyes now - see what's hidden there I could pass you a thousand times and you'll never be aware Look at the secrets in my eyes - don't you see desire Smouldering ashes rekindled now a raging white hot fire All I Needed I heard you calling my name I thought I was dreaming You caressed my cheek Now my mind is reeling In a world of despair All I wanted and needed was you there In a world of lonliness all I needed Was the knowing that you cared Hunted I feel so hunted By pursuers of a life of which I dread They follow me They bother me I have nightmares about the things that they've said Fighting to survive Struggling to get by I'm quickly judged without a reason why I am intimidated By those in the way who want to see me dead Harrassing me And hating me Blocking every path which I tread Fighting to survive Struggling to get by Quickly judged without a reason why I am one of the judged By the ones who hold my future in their hands They hurt me They burn me They lack the will and want to understand Fighting to survive Struggling to get by Quickly judged without a reason why I feel so jaded The power to go on is wearing thin I'm all alone Just flesh and bone Weary of this world I'm living in Fighting to survive Struggling to get by I'm quickly judged without a reason why |
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