xMeAndMyBandx6x: im looking 4 a jason thats in the army, his screen name is something
like princegotenks or something
Esti Efyu: That's me!!!!
xMeAndMyBandx6x: hi
Esti Efyu: Who are you?
xMeAndMyBandx6x: Kathryn
Esti Efyu: KATE!!!!
Esti Efyu: What's going on?!
xMeAndMyBandx6x: i IM u before
Esti Efyu: I never got your IMs.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: remmember
xMeAndMyBandx6x: hey yo jason
xMeAndMyBandx6x: jason?
xMeAndMyBandx6x: hi
xMeAndMyBandx6x: god!i really wanted to talk to Jason......
xMeAndMyBandx6x: dude IM me
Esti Efyu: Kate, I don't miss you that much.
Esti Efyu: You'll see me again eventually.
Esti Efyu: Just wait for me.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: dude,do u even know me?IDK U,i imed u before,and u said "who
wants to talk to a army guy" and i said me so i IMed u on princegotenks
Esti Efyu: I don't remember you MeAnd.
Esti Efyu: Wait, you have that friend named Ashley right?
xMeAndMyBandx6x: remember though!!i told u to IM me later?
Esti Efyu: No, I don't remember... I must not have cared.
Esti Efyu: I've been really busy over here in Iraq and everything.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: oh
Esti Efyu: I can't remember every little girl I meet over the internet.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: im not a lil gurl
xMeAndMyBandx6x: im20
xMeAndMyBandx6x: u must be older than me if ur in irac
Esti Efyu: I'm 24.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: and ur a army dude
xMeAndMyBandx6x: oh
xMeAndMyBandx6x: hey can i ask u something
Esti Efyu: Sure.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: ok
Esti Efyu: I'll answer it to the best of my ability.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: do u have a gf?just asking!nothing that important
Esti Efyu: Not anymore.:-\
xMeAndMyBandx6x: oh....
xMeAndMyBandx6x: it would be rude to ask u
xMeAndMyBandx6x: but...
Esti Efyu: I don't know rude anymore.
Esti Efyu: All I know is pain and death.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: ok
xMeAndMyBandx6x: im srry
Esti Efyu: No, go on and ask.
Esti Efyu: If you have anything else to say, I mean.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: how did u brake up?
Esti Efyu: We didn't want to... but she was staying in Saudi Arabia when we first came over
here...
Esti Efyu: And she made it past some guards keeping her out of Iraq to come see me.
Esti Efyu: Then they saw her soon after she crossed, and....
Esti Efyu: well, that was it.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: im going into the army too,soon
xMeAndMyBandx6x: these dudes keep telling me army is for pussies
Esti Efyu: Army is for anyone but pussies.
Esti Efyu: I watched my best friend get shot to death last night.
Esti Efyu: First, they shot him in the leg and rendered him incapable of walking.
Esti Efyu: Then in the chest...
Esti Efyu: But he was still alive. Still breathing... I could see him.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: oh,srry to hear that jason
Esti Efyu: Then they ran out and pointed a gun at his head while they pulled out knives and cut
him open.
Esti Efyu: HE WAS STILL ALIVE!
xMeAndMyBandx6x: omg
Esti Efyu: .....and I couldn't find the strength to do anything about it...
xMeAndMyBandx6x: im so srry
xMeAndMyBandx6x: im gunna go through the same thing
xMeAndMyBandx6x: i HAVE to go into the army
xMeAndMyBandx6x: but,then agiain i want too....
Esti Efyu: .....
xMeAndMyBandx6x: im in a depression
Esti Efyu: I'm sorry I just said that.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: its ok
Esti Efyu: I feel terrible now, remembering... the details...
Esti Efyu: It's horrible...
xMeAndMyBandx6x: hey,i wish my bf was here to hug me,but he died yesterday
xMeAndMyBandx6x: ......
Esti Efyu: How?
xMeAndMyBandx6x: car crash
Esti Efyu: If you don't mind my asking.
Esti Efyu: I'm sorry to hear that.
Esti Efyu: If I could be there for you, Kate, I would.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: thx
Esti Efyu: God knows I'd rather be with you than where I am now.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: are u in Irac rite now?
Esti Efyu: Iraq, yes.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: oh....
Esti Efyu: They've moved me into a hotel right on Iraq's side of the border.
Esti Efyu: Because of what I went through last night and last week.
Esti Efyu: They don't want me out in the field for a couple weeks.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: IM me ok?im not feeling well,im depressed,but pleeze IM me
sometimes ok?if u want to rite now thats fine
Esti Efyu: Yeah, now wouldn't be the best time
Esti Efyu: But I'll add you to my list so that I can.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: but pleeze IM me anytime
Esti Efyu: Maybe once last night's horrors are a thing of the past.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: but ill pray 4 ur safety
Esti Efyu: And I'll pray for your boyfriend to go where he rightfully should. Where every good
man should.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: thx
xMeAndMyBandx6x: oh jason?....nvm
xMeAndMyBandx6x: l8tr
Esti Efyu: No, go on.
Esti Efyu: Alright.
Esti Efyu: Goodbye Kate.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: bye
Esti Efyu: Godspeed.
xMeAndMyBandx6x has left the room.
Esti Efyu: I'm going to Hell, and I know it.
xMeAndMyBandx6x has entered the room.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: im back
Esti Efyu: Welcome back Kate.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: just needed a short time to stop crying
Esti Efyu: I understand.
Esti Efyu: I don't think I'm capable of crying anymore.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: lol
Esti Efyu: I don't know why you're laughing.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: i hope.....u will find ur girl somday......4 me?im still single and looking
Esti Efyu: Kate, I don't think you understood what I said.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: ok
Esti Efyu: The guards executed my girlfriend for sneaking into Iraq.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: oh.......
Esti Efyu: She was pregnant!
Esti Efyu: They have no compassion.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: ohh
Esti Efyu: But even then, I did not cry.
Esti Efyu: I tried to. Lord help me, I tried.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: hey,atleast u have god in ur life like me
Esti Efyu: Sometimes I'm afraid that just having God isn't enough.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: it is!
xMeAndMyBandx6x: stick with god,and ull be fine
xMeAndMyBandx6x: trust me
Esti Efyu: God has no plan for me. He's stolen my compassion. He's stolen the two people I
loved more than anyone else, both within a week of each other!
xMeAndMyBandx6x: no!he didnt,u know why ur still alive?
Esti Efyu: Because I haven't been shot in the leg yet.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: becuz gods in ur life too
xMeAndMyBandx6x: and he wont let u go jason
Esti Efyu: Was he in my friend's life? My fiancee's life?
xMeAndMyBandx6x: yes
xMeAndMyBandx6x: hes in everyones
Esti Efyu: Then why did he take them?
Esti Efyu: WAS HE IN MY UNBORN BABY'S LIFE?
xMeAndMyBandx6x: it was ur friends turn to go
xMeAndMyBandx6x: god didnt plan it
Esti Efyu: That's not what I want to hear.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: im srry
Esti Efyu: I'd be better off hearing that God doesn't exist and everything's just been an accident
xMeAndMyBandx6x: alright.....whatever u say,ul see
xMeAndMyBandx6x: so what do u want to talk about
Esti Efyu: I'll see, when God takes the rest of my friends.
Esti Efyu: And maybe my parents.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: stop thinking that!think of something else
Esti Efyu: There is nothing to think of but my objective.
Esti Efyu: Neutralize the threat in Iraq. That is all I'm trained to think about.
Jack Maisie Jr: *sigh*
Jack Maisie Jr: Good stuff.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: ok....then.....how was ur day?was it sunny?
xMeAndMyBandx6x: nice weather?
Esti Efyu: ....it's sunny right now.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: cool!
xMeAndMyBandx6x: its dark here
Esti Efyu: I know, Kathryn.
Esti Efyu: I know all about time zones.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: atlest they have entertainment up there right?
Esti Efyu: I suppose they do, but I can't watch it.
Esti Efyu: Nothing's entertaining.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: oh
xMeAndMyBandx6x: what about the comp
xMeAndMyBandx6x: that is
Esti Efyu: It's simply something to pass my time with.
Jack Maisie Jr: God, Esti, I'd really hate to be you. What a shitty life you lead.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: im srry...i tried to make everything better,but i screwed it up,......i feel
soo angry,......
Esti Efyu: Thanks, Jack, I appreciate your concern.
s1nt3k: Dave, he can't help he joined the shit Army.
Jack Maisie Jr: The Army? Ha!
Jack Maisie Jr: xMeAndMyBandx6x, don't let this kid fool you. He's probably just 18 years old
or something, playing a trick on you.
Esti Efyu: You tell yourself that, Jack, but she and I have spoken together before.
Jack Maisie Jr: So you've spoken to each other! Did she see you off as you left the country?
Esti Efyu: I met her online.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: shutup asshole
xMeAndMyBandx6x: frickin beaner
xMeAndMyBandx6x: im getting into the army to
Jack Maisie Jr: You're not in the Army, you lying sack of shit.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: so shutup jack!
Jack Maisie Jr: Why?
xMeAndMyBandx6x: shutup fucker
Jack Maisie Jr: Because this fucker's messing with your head?
xMeAndMyBandx6x: i aint listening to u!
Esti Efyu: Jack, believe what you want. I have nothing to say to you.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: it just makes it worse!
Jack Maisie Jr: Aww, poor Army baby! Having hardships overseas? Watching people DIE, are
you?
Jack Maisie Jr: Having FUN motherfucker?
xMeAndMyBandx6x: shutup
Esti Efyu: For your information, Jack, I have seen people die. My best friend and my fiancee
were both taken from me.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: dont listen to him jason,cuz all he is ,si a mother fucker
Jack Maisie Jr: Right. You're going to Hell, Esti, for saying shit like this to an innocent girl.
xMeAndMyBandx6x: excuse my language
Esti Efyu: He's beginning to get to me.
Jack Maisie Jr: Oh, no! What are you going to do?
Esti Efyu: I'm beginning to get angry...
Jack Maisie Jr: Are you going to turn all big and green now and break things?
Jack Maisie Jr: I'm so frightened, Hulk!
Esti Efyu: Just SHUT UP Jack! SHUT THE FUCK UP!
xMeAndMyBandx6x: hey jack,slap Ur own friends chubby fat ass,but dont annoy me
xMeAndMyBandx6x has left the room.
Jack Maisie Jr: I know. It just irritates me that fuckers l---LIKE ME
