Kristina is the love of my life to her never ending frustration. It no longer hurts that we are seperated and I have even managed to move on to my immense relief. She lives in Tulsa Ok, the place I just moved from and my home of three years. We had been together since the month after I moved there until two months before I moved, off and on.
The horrible part is I did not know how much I loved her until the end of our relationship. We are the best of friends still, this is the only subject We come to a disagreement about.She went straight after being with Me for a very long time. She's not attracted to Me anymore and I accept, Even if We weren't seperated by over a 1,000 miles, We still wouldn't be together in that way. It is a heart wrenching pain to know that.I didn't realize how much i depended on Her till I was gone, She was My constant companion, My lover, My warm body in bed beside Me at night,She spoiled Me, took care of Me.Yet at the same time being away from Her gives the delusion of that being the reason We are not together. She was the reason I wrote that poem above.
I encourage All to except Gays and Bi-sexuals. Even though we aren't together, this page is testiment to the fact that two people of the same sex can love each other. |
