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It's 32 minutes after noon on May 17th, 2004. I don't really remember or even know exactly when things started to change... I just noticed they were different somehow. My tears are salty on my tongue. It rains outside, now. Yesterday was chalk full of random miscellaneous fun times: tennis, White Rose, Fabricland, tarots and just 2 chicks gabbing. It was nice. Thank you, Sunny. Was originally supposed to go to Monaghan's, but I wasn't up for antics or seeing a lot of people. I just get like that sometimes. I am calling out to you. For you. Can you hear me? Do you even care? Today I will go to work and then to the gym to feel the burn. The wedding (not mine) is fast approaching, and I swear I'm not going unless...things change. Seriously. I dyed my hair the other day, it looks pretty cool, I guess. I think I am going to have a double apple hookah after lunch. Sweet... No pun intended HaHa Aw, I miss making bad jokes. Yay, me. Looking for a fucking job totally sucks, it's so stressful. I don't even think of American Eagle as being a job. Now it's gotten to be more like a chore... Except when I was young and got allowance for doing chores, I was paid more. I fell to peices, and you are the glue holding me together. I love you, but will never tell you. |
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