niki

niki was the worst influence i have ever had on me in my life ; i miss her so much.
we met online, and she told me to meet her at the queen mary. i did, and we drank and giggled and compared lives for hours. i had a curfew then, so i had to leave early. niki gave me a soft, perfect kiss right on my lips."see ya soon..."
I left, muttering..."i kissed a boy.." i was right and wrong, and utterly overloaded. she did this to people.

niki was the only person i know who could drink more than me, and i am one big girl. wherever she went, the party was there. she was wicked bad, and the most sexual human being i have ever met. thanks to her, the bad woman darya is was released from the nice guy i thought i was.i had never smoked a cigarette in my life before meeting her, and she had me smoking in two months....
she invited me out to my first nite at dragstrip66, a night where i did more non-nice guy things to get out than i ever have. i lied and lied and lied and it was absolutely delicious.

i met friends i would have for life that night; becky, beverley,dashelle to name a few. niki rubbed on me all night, the wench; i loved every second of it.we danced to jason lavitt's brilliant dance mix, i met gorgeous friends, and once again, niki kissed me goodnight. this time it was long and deep and i kissed back; one leg left the floor.
hello, repressed sexuality, nice to meet you.
i drove back to lydias with my lipstick messed,my heart shot thru and my world shaken forever.

niki....jennifer..becky..my first nite at ds...

Niki was like the vampire queen, and we were her loyal subjects.
we would fall under her spell and wander by night, seeking naughty and outrageous things to do.the slutte hutte was her idea, and the best thing that ever happened to me.she had converted bev before me,and bev and i still cry over losing her. she was a force of nature, and i guess bound to eventually just move on.

we have no idea where she is, but we don't blame her, since her life pretty much blew up....

she may be in l.a., palm spings or sheboygan. she went over to the gay side of the force, not, as jerry seinfeld would say, that there's anything wrong with that.

we all are who we are and we all deserve to be happy....I hope you are, sweetness. i pray for your health.

niki playing pool at the normandie room..they loved us there.....

niki with jenna...more about her, later...