It's hard sometimes. To forgive someone you love. No matter how much you want to, you just can't seem to ignore what they did. You just can't remove what happened from your mind. No matter what you do, or what they do, it's always there in the back of your mind. Haunting you, laughing at you. Reminding you of the past. No matter what it is, it's all the same. It all still keeps you from doing what you want. From fixing things and making it all ok.

And most of the time it's not fair to you but them as well. Sometimes the falling out occurs over something neither one of you had control over. But blame still needs to be placed. It just differs on who places the blame first.

And when you place it first...that's the hard part.

Sometimes it ends ok though. Sometimes you work it out and you move on. Either together, or not, you move on. You put it behind you. That's when you can go running back. When you can say it's all okay and it's worth it because you love them.

But sometimes you don't go running back. Sometimes you can't go running back. Sometimes you don't know why you do it either.

Sometimes you just walk away.

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