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Title: Take Me Author: FeatheredQuill Rating: R Content: Slash, Pairing: Remus/Lucius Summary: Betrayl and Love cause a painful craving... Author's note: Finished reading one of Lady Feylene's fics and well this poped in my head and out my fingers. So I guess this is kinda dedicated to her since shes the one who made it pop up.
What I am is not natural. The way I think, the way I move. My senses
are inhanced, I cheat life like a muggle game of poker. I can tell
what people are feeling. There scents waft off them into my soul. I
can taste them. Taste there emotions bitter on my tongue. Love, Lust,
Anger, Hatred...Fear.
I can tell you want me. I've known long before even you believed it
true. But a serpant and a lion don't go together. A mortal and a
Beast don't belong bonded.
Narcissa? Is that her name. I can't even recall. She was okay I
guess. Perfect for your Family, for your reputation. But thats all
she is to you.
I can smell her tears. You don't even touch her anymore. Her son is
the only affection she has left and even that you have taken from
her.
You bear the mark of your master. The one you betrayed me for. You
couldn't understand at the time. We couldn't be together. I couldn't
let you know my secret. Besides me being a wolf everytime the moon
shone and you being in danger, I couldn't let you be with me because
I couldn't let you want someone who you couldn't even trust.
I guess I can't hate you though. I would have betrayed you as well.
Your obession with the Dark Arts were dangerous, but at the time not
a threat. Now though...now you could tear me in peices or make me
your slave just by pointing your wand and reciting a phrase.
It hurts to know how far apart we strayed. I'm on the side of the
Light fighting for peace and justice and your on the side of the Dark
fighting for strength and domination.
I yearn for the night though. The silence and darkness have always
lured me. It hurts me to remember things I've done after the many
full moons. The screams, the blood. The carnage fresh in my mouth,
rotted with my guilt. It gets worse as I near you. I want to be with
you much more, want the wolf to stay longer.
Because at least if I was shadowed by the world of the dark I
wouldn't have to fight against you. I wouldn't have to be a soldier
of the light, protecter of the good.
I could follow you and do as you do. Live high and strong. I could
hide in the protective sheild of your arms and lose all train of
thought. I could just be insted of fighting to be seen.
I long to see you but not how they wish me too. Not chained and
tortured until you talk and tell them all they need to know. I want
to see you beneath me moaning my name in pleasure as you had all
those nights in my dreams.
Save me. Save me from the misery of fighting and wanting to be
wanted. Save me from the goodness of the side I fight for and bring
me to your own. Take me in the night, in the darkness, under a sky
full of stars. Take me away to a place where I never have to care
anymore. Come for me my Prince of Evil and I will be your slave deep
into the abyss.
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