All alone once again. I thought that port key would finally end my suffering. If only that young Potter wasn�t such a good soul, wasn�t so much like his father. Its James� fault his son is in so much danger anyway. I must have my revenge for what he put me through. Ever since he came into Hogwarts and stole my heart. Those eyes, that body, the way he presented himself. Acting as though he never looked in a mirror, like he didn�t know how irresistible he was. And his house, I should have known he would be sorted into Gryffindor. He a Gryffindor and I a Slytherin, fate works against me. No. I choose my fate now and the fate of that small Potter. He will suffer like his father. There shall be no Potters left in the world. I�ll make sure of that. But James why, why couldn�t you�No I will not torture myself again. They must suffer. Yet, why not me James? Why couldn�t it be me? You and those trouble making friends of yours, always so close. I noticed you together, saw every touch, every caress. Why did you like them more? And Lily that young Gryffindor slut. She could have had anyone. Why did she take you from me? Couldn�t let anyone know about us had to keep your precious secret. Keep up your lovely Lion reputation. But you couldn�t keep away from the Serpent. You wanted to defy, to sneak behind backs and I was fine with it at first but you took it too far. I remember the late nights in the Astronomy Tower.

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�Jamie�

�Yes?� James asked pulling his lover closer molding they�re bodies still shaking slightly from the recent outing.

�I love you.�

�I love you too.� He replied gently kissing his lovers swollen lips. Adrenaline rushing through them standing in the dark hall for anyone to see.

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You told me you loved me. Was it all just a game for you? Did you have to break me so badly?

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�Jamie how could you? And with one of my own house? I thought you loved me. Not that trash Malfoy.�

�Don�t call him trash! And I did love-�

�Did love!?! Are you even listening to yourself? So you�ve been lying to me this entire time?�

�Tom it�s not like that�

�And then I have to hear it from Skeeter. Fuckin� big mouth Rita.�

�Wait will you just hear me out. I loved you. I did but Lucius,�

�I�m waiting.�

�There�s something about him.�

�He entices you?�

�No-he-I�ve never felt like this before. Never loved someone greater.�

�Out! Get out now!�

�Tom, look at me. I�m sorry. I�m so sorry.�

�I don�t want to hear anymore of your bullshit.�

�I really did love you.�

�Well it really does me no good does it.�

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How could you have sex with that Malfoy? And claim that you love him. After everything we were everything we did. It took you so long to say you loved me then one night with *him* and you let it slip from your lips so easily? No I couldn�t believe that. Didn�t think I would ever find out did you? But I did. The entire time we were together you were getting closer and cozier to that thing. Fucking us both. Then you drop me because you claimed to love him. How dare you. Oh but you got yours. Didn�t think Malfoy�s family would let their son go off with a boy did you. If you did then your more of a fool then I thought. He had to marry that beauty Narcissa. He had to leave you. I thought I would finally have you back. That you would finally come back to me, be mine. But that slut Lily intercepted you, drawing you into her perfect straight world. The next thing I know your actually marrying her. I gave myself to you totally. You didn�t even stop to consider my offer did you. So set on having that white picket fence she wanted.

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�Jamie come away with me. We could be together.�

�No, I�m going to marry Lily.�

�Come with me Jamie please. I love you, I need you.�

�Stop please you promised you wouldn�t do this.�

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I can�t believe you just dismissed me and went through with it. You got everything you were promised didn�t you? The perfect house, the white picket fence, a son.

I couldn�t believe it when I got invited to his first birthday. You always were stupid James. You knew what I was currently involved in, head of all the Death Eaters and that didn�t stop you. You trusting fool. But I couldn�t come in broad day light. Not with all the enemies I had accumulated. I came at night and you welcomed me, never expecting. So happy to see me but you had to pay. You displayed your precious world for me to see, your house, your family, your world without me. You could have prevented all of it.

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�No Tom, please not my family. Do what you want with me but please lave my family out of this.� James pleaded grasping the other man�s shirt. He was pushed away stumbling back into a wall.

�You always did beg so sweetly. Sorry Jamie you put yourself into this mess and there�s no way out.�

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She didn�t even notice the change, didn�t see the difference. What a bright wife you had. I made your mind my slave. You were to kill her and you knew it. I saw it in your eyes as you went towards her with the knife. But you fought me. You were strong. So I did it myself you gave me no choice. You cried over her body cradling that young infant of yours. I never wanted to kill you that wasn�t my plan. But you were too strong to turn and I had too. I loved you I did but there was nothing else I could do. If you wouldn�t be mine then you would be no ones. Why did you have to be so stubborn? Why did you have to fight? We could have been happy together. I looked at the bundle in your arms. Your pride, your joy. He looked just like you. Everything about him screamed you. I even considered making him mine but there was something missing in him that I had loved in you. His eyes, his eyes were different. They taunted me with my colors. Green flaring in him staring through me. I never got the chance to kill him, not then. I didn�t notice the shadow behind me until it was too late. All I could see were the tears falling from your son�s eyes as some of the magic meant to kill me grazed his small head. Saw my blood shoot out from me like a facet soaking your child. The magic somehow binding us turning the cut on his head into a lighting shaped scar. I knew I would be able to find him again. All I had to do was look for the mark and I would have my chance to kill him once again. And I knew that when that time came I wouldn�t hesitate again. That blast did such damage to me and as I fell into the darkness escaping I swore that after I killed your son I would find whoever did it to me. I would figure out the spell they used and then they will feel it as I did. Except they won�t survive. I will kill them and your child James. I will get my revenge.

A/N: The order of death of the Potter family is correct for those of you who might be confused. It was explained to me by Phoenix Angel Suyari and if you have any questions about it e-mail her and she�ll explain it to you.