Another nine hour day in cubicle hell. There's something about these little boxes you sit in every day that make you feel ridiculous. I feel like fish in an aquarium, an animal in a cage. I feel like i am in a very trendy, team oriented, progress positive prison. When people aren't busy doing work as meaningless as slave labor they are constantly talking about eachother. In the company dress code it should be included to wear your best boots to walk through all the bullshit that spreads in this place. Old crusty, horny guys hits on twenty year olds, and you know what? Sometimes the twenty year olds don't mind. Sometimes the old guy gets to take her out and bang her, and brag about it in front of the fax machine or over in the cafeteria. Very classy, very nice, very TEAM POSITIVE.
Everyone I work with has a mask. You can only see what these people look like in their worst moments, when the mask cracks and you can see them smile at other people's pain, other peoples humiliation. Its all a game. On big, terrible game. My question is do they actually think they are going to win the game? How can anyone win in a contest that is so shallow, so pathetic. Corporate sheep. Cattle in a dress shirt and a tie. Feed them their own shit, it makes them feel like they are worth something.
One of the most pathetic things I've ever seen is how happy people get when they get a new "button" on their computer.
"ok Al, now when you hit Ctrl and F3, you can upload the client's pmi report! isn't that great!"
But they don't tell you that after you hit Ctrl F3, you're going to have to hit Shift 69, which in my little book of terminology means you have to lick your boss' ass while sucking his dick at the same time. Very lowly indeed.
Everyone is so cookie cutter. Noone has any personality at all. I've never been around more average people in my life.
i'm boredddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
I miss high school girls from minimum wage jobs. I miss feeling young. I miss natural ice as warm as coffee. I miss house parties. I miss hooking up with a girl you don't know. I miss having NO RESPONSIBILITY.
i'm bored. I hope that changes soon.