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Lost in this sea of
gray
I see you drifting
towards me
I think I’ve finally found my way
The water looks so
tempting
It would be so nice to
just jump in
The ghosts are down
there waiting
In the cold they would
place upon my skin
The current has finally
run its course
I breathe your life
back into this decayed rotten thing
No more room for the
bitterness and remorse
Am I saved?
Please say its so
Left on the boat of the
misbehaved
I have nowhere else to
go
In the shadows of those
who came before you
I can now make my way
Desire to leave behind
to find the ocean that is blue
I know that I can do
this, but only if you stay
The ghosts are
screaming
How can they live
without me?
No one left to row the
boat
How lonely they will be
They try to claw their
way to the surface
Only to be pushed back
down by me
All the blackness swept
aside
Close my eyes and keep
on pushing
Scared without a place
to hide
In my mind the doubt
still lingers
I try so hard not to
let it in
The wind at my back
strokes me softly like fingers
Going to a place I’ve never been.