| I have deleted my last Brain Drop and it will remain forever in the Ether. I jumped the gun on judging my roommate and I am embarrased, and besides I sounded like a whiny bitch. I am not a whiny bitch. Therefore, let us never speak of the new roommate writing again. Now, to those of you looking for me to tackle some social issue today, it isn't hapening. I am talking about me right now. Why? Because I don't get to do that very often. Sure, I get to rant about my opinions and ideas, but that doesn't always make me feel better. Sometimes I want to talk about other stuff. So, what's going on with Ken? First off, my new roommate is actually kind of cool He's pretty funny, and he likes Law & Order. He isn't around much, so I still have a lot of time to myself. Which is my next issue. I get lonely here in 'Kato. I have lots of "friends," but very few of them are people I actually like. Wolf is one. Bacardi was another, but she left school. Sarah across the hall is great, but she is busy and has few similar interests, besides music. On the other hand, the other people I spend time with are cool. I usually have a good time with them, but I couldn't care any less if they just weren't there. Sometimes I actually wish they weren't there, because they won't leave me alone. At the same time as I'm wishing these people would leave, I'm wishing someone else would show up. I don't know who it is, but it's someone with whom I can have a good time and not be horribly annoyed. Maybe I've been spoiled with my friends back home. While also few in number, they are far superior in quality than most of the MSUers. I'm getting in that no girlfriend funk. Most people don't get this way because A. They have a girlfriend B. They are good with women and have no problem getting a girlfriend when they get this way or C. They have a big friend base to keep their minds off of not having a girlfriend. I have none of these, especially in Mankato. Even in the 'Dale, all of my friends are guys. I like conversing with females. They have a different view on life, and are usually more receptive to my cuteness. Guys don't get cuteness. I don't blame them. It is also proven that my grades are better when I have a girlfriend. I guess this comes up because I've been reading The Poeschel's web diary. (Very interesting, by the way). he has all kinds of cool stuff going on in his life. Friends, a lovely (I assume) lady, a job as a (student) teacher. He has an interesting life. TK e-mailed me the other day, and I had nothing to even reply with! Nothing! (That's why I didn't reply) I passed a physics test today, at it was the happiest day I've had all semester. I need a kickstart. Something has to happen. I haven't been stagnant for this long in my life. Even the trip to London was something of a dud. That's what started this whole funk thing, I gather. Damn English, ruining my life ONCE again. Anyone have any ideas? Finally, on a lighter note, I am DMing my first D&D game (Now that I think of it, maybe this is why I have no girlfriend. What am I thinking!). Anyway, with all of the free time on my hands, I have created an adventure that, if done right by the players, could make for a good short story. On the other hand, I'm playing with a couple of idiots and some people who should be good, so I figure the idiots will get the others killed, then try and take off with the treasure. Let them be warned; I am not the man with whom to fuck! (c. Alien Ressurection) Let them do their worst. Their superior intellect is no match for my puny weapons. Strike that; reverse it (c. Willy Wonka). I'm the one with the superior intellect... aren't I? I'm Ken Feucht, and I want you to be my neighbor. |
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