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::: Unlocking my dreams
by Oliver D. Santos
{7:25 pm/oct.22.01}


I'm a prisoner of my dreams
and just a victim of my fantasy
what things can I do?
to make this turned to reality.

I tried but I can't help myself
I can't disguise and hide inside the shell
now I'm falling so helplessly
my heart is crying totally so badly.

I close my eyes to believe that it will happen
but I fail to make your heart listen
and when I open my eyes you just disappear
is that mean you'll comeback to this dream my dear?

I'll be there when you call
and be there when you need
you don't have to say it twice
and don't even need to shout a bit.

It's only you who can make my dream come true
to bring this wish to life like new
it's just one chance from you for me
to prove that we are meant to be for everlasting eternity.

How long will I make this sacrifice?
how long will I accept the pain?
how long can I tolerate this feeling?
and how can I take all this suffering?

I always watched the stars high above the sky
waiting for a falling star to make my wish
such a very romantic scenic view
the only thing missing is you.

Even you were far I can still hear your voice
I can still see your smile and even your poise
I can still smell your scent and even touch you
but you don't even know that I'm here and beside you.

Why do you need to look in the faraway nowhere?
when I'm here right beside you to care
why are you looking for someone that you miss?
that you don't even know that exist.

Are you playing fool or I'm just practicing stupidity?
you are the only person who can unlock this mystery
if this is not true then what is my destiny?
please tell me how can I remove this feeling and misery.

If you will give me a chance to love you
I can promise not to break your heart in two
I can swear that I'll never leave and not make you blue
I'll love you forever and make you feel that I always care too.

Please cut this chains around my heart
let me out in this cage of loneliness dark
let me break this helpless dubiousness
don't let my love locked inside this emptiness.

Are you listening or you just don't want to hear?
are you blind or you just don't want to see?
it's falling from my eyes and that's my tears
teach me how to remove these things that I feel.

My mind is filled wit dreams like a plain white dove
that you are the only Princess in my Castle of Love
and it's you who have the right and honor to decide
whether you like to be wit me and be by my side.


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