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Speak to me as we fall asleep,
You are beautiful even though you weep,
I wipe the tears as they trickle down your cheeks,
I stroke your hair and make our fingers meet.
Eyes shining; gleaming; leaking tears;
Lay back and tell me all your fears;
Fears of love; fears of joy;
Fears of being shattered and destroyed.
Abolished of this world of togetherness.
Soon everything will come crashing down,
For it is missed and to never be found again.
Our fevers take over and hold us up to the flame,
Burning before us as it is put out with no pain.
I pray for no pain: I wish and I hope,
But now you are gone and my sleeves are again soaked.
Why did you have to leave me? You are gone and have disappeared.
You wiped my tears, stroked my hair and chased away my fears.
Now with your absence, gone forever more,
A painfully large hole in my heart you have tore;
Torn from my mind and tore from my life,
You upset me so much, should have I picked up the knife?
Now I glare at your from the perch of this grave,
Why did you do it? It was suppose to have been my life you could have saved,
Not even a single tear you shed as you stare at my rock,
I see a lone rose fall from your hands to your feet,
I still see no tears from your eyes; but I know why, you are a cheat.
I saw you that night; your forbidden hands and your lips.
Why did you have too? Why did you want too?

....This poem was never finished...

Eva the Imp