You know what? I went to medical school and everything like that, and do you know what I have learned? You just can't help to do whatever it is you like.

For one, I really like to be in the NYSWF academy to work my way up through things. It gives me the opportunity to really sharpen my skills as a wrestler. Also if/when I move up into the big time, and see the guys that i have fought previously in the academy and beat them, I know I have that same chance now, as I did then.

But the NYSWF academy has been thinning out recently, because lack of talent has been coming in. You know... you win some.. you lose some... But you don't give up. You got to pick yourself up off that mat and keep on trying.

People like John Iley... Kevin Rampage... Christian Cruz... and myself, of course, are newcomers... yes... but we are really sticking it to Corey Collins and making him see that there really is up and comers in the academy and we're not just a bunch of idiots.

With my manager gone, and no word from my new one, I just say to hell with things... I'm going to make it to the big leagues on my own.

Now onto Corey... You think your wrestlers in the "Big Time", "Main Stream" NYSWF are better than us here in the academy? Well let me put this in your thinking cap here? How about sticking a big PPV event? Such is like a Royal Rumble. All the guys in the Academy Vs. as many of your best guys in the Fed as how many are in the Academy.

You may think I'm crazy, Corey... Hell everyone knows I am. But just think about it. How do you know how good your guys in the academy have progressed? You pit them up against some main stream fed'ers in a match.

I am sure people think that the Academy would get wiped out in what I proposed here, but think about this...What if some of the Stars in the fed get thrown over that rope first? What do you have then?

A really embarassed Star, that's what you have. Because big ole bad him/her (not forgetting you Angel) got beat by a lowly Academy scum. Ok ok ok... So I'm just rambling now. But anyways, here you got academy guys busting their asses just to get a shot at going to become a star.

But for what? No one is moving anywhere, and the number of people in the academy have dropped sharply in the past few weeks. Is it drugs? Is it a conspiricy? Is it poor decision making? Who knows.

But then you got your Star players. I will admit...some of you guys work your butts off to get where you are now. But some of you...some of you just come into the fed right away and become stars, instead of starting your way from the bottom-up. You want all your candy now, instead of savoring the aroma and flavor of working your way up, and letting people know you deserve to be where you are.

Some of you probably don't give a crap...you're in it for the cash and fame right away. Some of you just don't care if you win or lose, as long as you have fun. And some of you do it, cause you like the game... You worked hard to be where you are.

Now the people I hate are the ones that don't give a crap. They put a thorn in my ass the size of Mt. Everest. You guys just got to pick your butts up, and work harder. Corey... maybe what they need is a bit of incentive. Maybe make some matches like if you lose this time, your drop into the academy for such and such weeks, until you get so many wins back under your belt.

Well that's my gab. Take it how you will, but I just want everyone to know...I love my job in the academy, and I know eventually I will become a star... Not cause I whined or payed my way... or screwed my way to the top, but because I earned it... Because i love my work as a wrestler... A job is a place where you should enjoy your work... not cause your obligated to do it... but in my case. I love my job and wouldn't change it for the world.