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The main topic alot of people around me asked before, |
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| Date:13-jun-03 | how does your ex looks like? This is her.. well actually | ||
| Time: 10:52pm | writting this particular dairy isn't something happy for me | ||
| Mood: lonely | because when you ever love someone deep before it is | ||
| Weather: cool | hard to erase it away... | ||
| Playing: Bottom of the death valley | |||
| Email: [email protected] | So why did i suggest a break with her since i claim i got | ||
| so much of feelings for her? My answer is i don't know! | |||
| Basically my brain do not keep unhappy things for long | |||
| so after a month or so i can simply forgot why i did that! | |||
| <<Prev | This is really true for my case, she knows it as well. But | ||
| even if i remembered the actual reason for our break i | |||
| don't think i would wish to expose it to the public. | |||
| Love is something magical, if you lose it, you lose | |||
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everything. | ||
| She is a mix blood of japanese(mum) and | |||
| We got together for almost 2 years and 8 months(if i | singaporean(dad). She is sweet, cute and small in | ||
| didn't remember wrongly). Until now i still couldn't find | size. Practically my ideal kind of girl. | ||
| someone else to replace her. There isn't someone else i | |||
| can find out there that could symbolise her.. | We did sushi, ate sushi, watch movie and did alot | ||
| of wonderful things together before. One of her | |||
| If you can't be a lover with her, you can't be her friend. | favourite would be coming to my house to eat | ||
| packed udon and enjoy air con in my room with | |||
| We did alot alot of things what other lovers did and she | me(i guess). | ||
| really gave me alot of happy moments.. Everytime i say | |||
| This ring was once on my finger everyday | things like that i really feel like patching up with her but | I used to do alot of things for her and we chat on | |
| I mean it, everyday! But now i guess it is | we did break and patch several time. All because of my | phone almost every night. We would at least go | |
| left in my drawer to sit. The inside of this | brain. Because my brain could remember happy things | out every week once. I'll even pick her up from | |
| ring is engraved "IKU N VIN" | much better then sad memories, thats why i always wish | her school to send her home(even though i don't | |
| We both got the same ring but | to be with her again. But when we finally got together | have a car). | |
| unfortunately her's was spoiled in an | again, i will always slowly see the disadvantages. Maybe | ||
| accident. Still i hope she is keeping her | it's because i still could not learn to accept different | Life now is so boring for me but i guess i still got | |
| ring like i do, just for a remembrance. | behavior of what i feel a thing should be. Meaning i can't | my guitar to accompany at times when i feel really | |
| adapt well. | lonely. A guy like me do not have much friend can | ||
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really cry when he got no one to go to when life | ||
| Regret as always, in fact everytime i remember her. | was once wonderful for him. | ||
| Sometimes i am even afraid that i would even forgot how | |||
| she looks like, how she sounds like, how wonderful she | |||
| treated me before, how she love me and alot alot more! | |||
| A tag from a bear i bought for her from | |||
| my attachment place at last december, | |||
| we are still together that time. Time flies.. | |||