Name: True Mee Alias: D, D SAMA, Duckiee Age: 21 Height: 5`3" Eyes: Light Brown Hair: usually ever changing Ethnicity: Hmong Status: i'm with Ray A. Ramirez III � Domain: **will get back to you on that Email:[email protected]
Occupation: poor college student, Angtsy depressor extraodinare. Interests: Art, History, Books, British Literature, Music, Subcultures, Non-conformity (don`t confuse with ANTI-conformity), EGL/EGA, Japanese Rock `Visual Kei`, cultures, & languages Music: anything except Rap, Hip Hop, & R&B BLAH! Musicsians: Dir en grey, Moi dix mois, Lareine, NoFX, MXPX, Good Charlotte, All-American Rejects, The Starting Line, Weezer, BoA, Sarah Brightman, Michelle Branch, Charlotte Church, Bach, Mozart, Sex Pistols, XJAPAN, Ayumi Hamasaki, Evanescense Writers: E.A Poe, Jane Austen, J.K Rowling, L.M Montgomery, Bronte Sisters, Oscar Wilde Disposition: I am a hater. I hate everyone. I probably hate you. Hobbies: Depressing, Angsting, being Tragic, contemplating suicide, singing, writing, drawing, losing sleep, making graphics and webpages.
Biography
Born into this world on September 27th, 1981, True Mee was the second child of the 5 Lee Children. She lived in Michigan, and then moved across the country to California because her father's FxCKED up family moved with out him. This was a very heartbreaking scene for a then 4 year old True Mee to see her father crying.
The Lees moved to California in 1987, Fresno to be exact. At the time, it was a new world for True Mee. she'd never been so surrounded by Hmong people, and people of culture and diversity for that matter. She attended a local public elementary in the Ghetto South East neighborhoods of Fresno. After that came Middle School.
Middle school was a bitch for True Mee. She tried very hard, and did a pretty good job at becoming a well liked Hmong conformist child amongst peers. However, True Mee always knew she didn't quite fit in, and desperately tried to be as Hmong as she could possibly be. These were dubbed the "dark ages".
That want to conform with the Hmong Tides however, ultimately led to her parents moving far far away from Central California; to boondock Northern California. No one told True Mee they were moving. They just packed and moved. She found out a day later, a day too late. This to no one's surprise, is the most traumatizing memory of her parents dishonesty towards her. After that year, her trust in her parents words and ways of life, were of no validity nor were they people she wanted to trust.
The next 5 years were the worst years of True Mee's life. Highschool. She started out in the top 10 of her class freshman year, but as the years rolled by, she felt drained, trapped, and alone. She began to see all her Hmong friends were fake, just as she was being fake to herself. And when True Mee finally came to this realization in the end of her tenth grade year, she woke up to find her real self.
Her real self was so weak. She had no confidence, no voice, no idea of who she really was in this crazy world of double standards and racial biggotry known as "asian-american culture". And then True Mee realized, her true self was always there in her, trying desperately to get her to notice. She stopped trying to fit in so badly, stopped trying to look like everyone else. Instead she turned to herself, closed herself from the world and began to figure out who and what she had been all along.
Depression sank in as did disgust and bittereness towards the world she had lived in previously. Nothing seemed real, and everything seemed real. She hated everyone and everything, and through curiosity of different cultures, music, and ultimately curiosity in death... she was reborn out of her own fake-image's ashes.
After exiting highschool, one where she graduated early and did not attend the ceremony, True Mee moved back to Fresno. By then, she could no longer consider it home. Everything she knew it to be, the things she remembered from childhood, they weren't important anymore. Just like the town she had been imprisoned in for 5 years, Fresno was full of fake conformist double standard hypocrites. True Mee wanted no part of it. Instead she just attended school, avoiding most people like a drone. She distanced herself away from Hmong people, in both fear and disgust. She didn't want to be rejected because of her ununiversal beliefs or code of dress, but at the same time, she didn't really give too big a shit. She just wanted to be herself with herself. Unfortunately, that wasn't the case, it's hard to not notice a freaky girl in Fresno. And though True Mee speaks hardly a word to anyone, she made a few friends in Fresno, but none of which she has felt the need to keep in contact.
Eventually, True Mee packed and moved to Long Beach, to attend a different college. School will always be the same, she will always be too lazy for it. But True Mee finds herself a bit less dependant, and a bit more mature with out her family. She also finds that she's a lot happier in the LA/OC area with her best friend Sooj. Perhaps True Mee is still quite immature, young, depressed, and pitiful as ever, but she's a lot happier here than there. So concludes this section.