| ~*~pOeMs~*~ |
| **I am me** there will never ever be anyone like me Im special because im unique I am star dust and dreams I am light I am love and hope I am hugs and sometimes tears I am the words "I love you" I am swirls of blue green orange and the colours no one can name I am the sky the sea and the earth I trust yet i fear I hide yet i don't hold anything back I am free I am a child becomming an adult I am me and me is just right! |
| Ten things i hate about you: I hate it when you talk to me and the way you cut your hair I hate it when you stare I hate your big bad combat boots and the way you read my mind I hate you so much it makes me sick it even makes me rhyme i hate it when your right i hate it when you lie i hate it when you make me laugh even worse when you make me cry I hate it when your not around and the fact that you didn't call but most of all i hate it how you don't hate me not even close not even a little bit not even at all |
| Anyway People are often unreasonable illogical and self centered; forgive them anyway If you are kind people may accuse you of selfish ulterior motives; be kind anyway If you are successful you will win som false friends and some true enemies; succeed anyway What you spend years building someone could destroy over night; build anyway If you find serenity and happiness they maybe jealous; be happy anyway Give the world the best you have and it may never be good enough; give the world the best you've got anyway You see in the final analysis it is between you and god; It was never between you and them anyway... |
| St. Patricks Day Here comes the winter cold Break out the winter clothes And find a love to call your own You- enter you Your cheeks a shade of pink And the rest of you and powder blue Who knows what will be But I'll make you this guaurentee No way November will see our goodbye When it comes to December its obvious why No one wants to be alone at Christmas time In the dark on the phone You tell me the names of your brothers And you favorite colors I'm learning you And when it snows again We'll take a walk outside And search the sky Like children do No way November will see our goodbye When it comes to December its obvious why No one wants to be alone at christmas time And come January we're frozen inside Making new resolutions a hundred times February, won't you be my Valentine And we'll both be safe till St. Patricks day We should take a ride tonight around the town And look around at all the beautiful houses Something in the way the blue lights On a black night can make you feel more Everybody it seems to me just wants to be Just like you and me No one wants to be alone at Christmas time Come January we're frozen inside Making new resolutions a hundered times February won't you be my Valentine? And if our always is all that we gave And someday take that away I'll be alright if tit was just till St. Patricks day... ~*~John Mayer~*~ |
| With every passing day the pain that was once swelling, now gets better and better everyday... the feeling of loss will always be there... but thats normal... i just wish you were here to be with me and everyone else... please everyone shed your prayers and love on Mark Heckenbergers family! Luke, Mr. and Mrs Heckenberger my prayers are with you always and forever, we'll all be missing your son more than anything... just remember if you ever need anything call... thanks! |
| ~*~The final ending~*~ It's sp cold outside just let me in... I'm waiting, waiting to see you... As i walk thorough the door i feel faint... I walk a little more and there is a book... I sign my name and just breakdown This is too much for me to take When I finally calm down I walk in to a room A room full of crying people but it seems so happy With all of the beautiful flowers I look to my right and there you are... My stomach flip flops... just like it always does when i see you I look at your hands and your holding the necklace i amde you... Then i look up to your hair still curly and long... But its matted down and not full of life... My eyes dart down to your face All i could focus on was your smile... It seem so fake... but yet you seemed so at peace I take your hand and hold it tight And a silent tear rollls down to the tip of my nose it dripps off on to your black suite I walk up to your dad... and give him the biggest hug i could possible give him... and i told him that i loved him like he was my own dad... and i told him i was sorry... cuz thats all i could think of saying... Then i find your mom and tell her that she'll be alright... and that faith will get her through... and that i would do anything in my power as a 16 year old to help her out Then i found Luke... and i could just ball while he hugged me... i tell him i love him and that im sorry... after i wander aimlessly around the maze of flowers... looking and smelling ever one... When i got home that night i crawled in to my cold empty bed... Closed my eyes and remembered everything you and everything we did... I woke up the next morning with my pillow soaked in tears... and all i could do was scream... because i missed you so much and i realized this was the final ending for you and for me... |
| ~*~In my heart~*~ Everybody says that were gonna be together forever... and you know what i don't blame them... we are like fire and ice... so different but so the same... We are a match made in heaven... even though you may be older than me... we still make it work... we know everything about each other... we could even finish each others sentances... and when ever i was with you my world seemed to stop and make everything right... even if it was all going wrong... you could make me smile by just looking at me... i love you forever and for always! MJH! you have my whole and complete heart! ~*~MWAH~*~ |