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| People, people... The whole world is a small walk. One small walk, our life within parks, swamps and streets with small square boxes. Until some day the ideas turn back the same again and again in mind and inspirations dry up. We all search for something which some later and some sooner finally kick. And the world is turning. Sun and night will come again, and people running every day. They have adjusted. And nowhere one warm glance rarely one real, warm hug. Panting. Inhaling, exhaling�.hot breath for a moment and then ice again. Goodnight. That�s how we are, intruders full of diffusions. One aah... and goodnight or even a goodbye sometimes as well. And me, yesterday I kissed you for the first time. You might remember the same as well, but people we are unfortunately named and me,... and you. Even though we are missing their standards, their habits and their customs� the instinct exists. |
| Paris 4th October 82 And I turn my head to the thrown clothes for a while it looked to me that they were not mine. They looked to me unfamiliar, like they were poking their tongue out at me, cast costumes, which after the show don�t belong to me anymore. And I understood that even my clothes were not on my side anymore. They couldn�t even follow my life, and I felt alone and empty� I should do something so they, at least, would take me seriously, and belong to me again. And I see the world like a rake. If you turn rakes with their teeth facing up, then they are useless, one gardener advised me. And why do they exist those instruments, that we call rakes, I asked him. And surprised, he answered me, but� to separate the wild thorns from the fruitful offspring, and also to prepare the land to be fertile. And I said thank you�leaving with the question why do rakes exist. |
| The gardener without a rake It�s been a long time since I was shuffling the soil in the vineyard, and deep down I have managed to do nothing. Nowadays, sometimes, I pass outside the fence and I spit inside, to water them a little bit. I have lost enough time when I was young. And I hear the people around clapping sarcastically. It makes a lot of difference to me, I told them but I don�t move my sight from the earth which is in all places the same, and I love her. Maybe it is too soon yet to love the sky, I thought. |
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