December 1, 2003
Tonight I got to thinking about my life and where I where I want to go and what I want to do. I sat down and started writing, careful to only let my heart do the typing. And this is what came to be:
I need more. I need life, adventure, and spirit. I need complication and disruption. I need to live and be lived through. I need to seize the day and not sit back and watch it disappear over the horizon. I need somebody that will grasp me by the hand and show me what I haven't seen before; what I crave and desire. What I long to touch, feel, smell, and taste; victory, enchantment, love. There will be something new everyday; something worth waking up in the morning. Something I can look back on and say, "I did that I am truly happy because I got to do what no one else had the chance to do." I want to taste the clouds and touch the heavens; smell the mountains and see the end of that rainbow. There's more to life that I crave and I'll be damned if I let life slip by and I not get the chance to experience what I long for. I will reach for the sun and I will swim in the deepest ocean. I will discover and do only what the Gods have done. I will strive and I will achieve. I will be who I want to be. And I will take the person that I am to truly love with me.
Maybe this will be a turning point in my life. Most likely not. But I have came to realize what I want most in life is to just live. To step back and breathe then dive right in and not fear anything. Life is to short to worry what others think. Do what you feel. Be who you are. Love, Live, and just Be Happy. Sing if you want. Dance if you want. Scream at the top of your lungs if you want. Life was given to you so you could live it. So, go out and live!
~Bridgett~
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