poetry

I'm sorry for everything
I've ever put you through
I've made your life such a mess

I didn't mean to make a fool of you
writing all those notes to your crushes
what a waste of time

and whatever made me think
a senior could like a freshman
that was stupid of me

then there's the incident
I mistook for meaning something
how could I have been so naive?

and the worst thing of all
letting you fall in love
I didn't know it'd hurt you so much

can you ever forgive me
for causing you all this pain
and leaving you with a broken heart?

what did I do
what did I say
how did everything
end up this way

how did this happen
how could I know
why has this life
got me so low

why can't you hear
why can't you see
when did this pain
start getting to me

when will it end
when will I adjust
where can I go
and who can I trust?

I didn't mean to...
...listen for your voice.
...wait for your calls.
...laugh at your jokes.
...smile at your antics.
...blush at your comments.
...melt at your touches.
...think of your actions.
...dream of your kisses.
...crave your affection.
...wish for your heart.

i think you are
my best friend
i need your time
cause i depend
on you to be there
when i am sad
you are the support
i never did have
thinking of fun times
i have to smile
just wish we had more
even once in awhile

The years go by so fast it seems
I've had many friends come and go
It never bothered me much before
But this is different, I know

Years of building walls around me
You slipped right through the cracks
Before I even realized what happened
I'd gotten too attached

I have to go on with my life
And leave the past behind
It's going to be really hard
'Cause I can't get you off my mind

I'm missing you like crazy
You're just too busy to see
I'll never be able to get over
The impact you had on me

To forget you, I'm trying
Some nights I'm still crying
I lay alone, here in my bed
Fighting thoughts inside my head
All through the night and day
I just can't make you go away
Sometimes I wish you knew
Just how much I love you
It's probably better like this
You'll be the one I always miss
Although you can't be mine
I'll think of you all the time
For you, I wish all the best
You were different from the rest
That's why I think you deserve more
I hope you find what you're looking for
People like you can be very rare
So whenever you need me, I'll be there