SIGH You hit and kick me and slapped me in the face. My body shakes, remembering that place. Those memories have been hidden. The books and pages never to be written. I would write in my journal every night. Only for you to destroy it, if it was in sight. For the things you did to me, are dim. Six years with you, and two with him. I could kill you for what you did. I was young, 18 just a kid. I won't come after you. I got better things to do. Must be nasty, all those sins. After all the fighting, did you win? I wasn't the only woman you abused. You think all women are no good and should be used. I have lots of scars and dents. The Lord said enough, an Angel He sent. For I ran around in His churches when i was young. I didn't believe in Him, He must of heard that song I sung. He saved me, and gave me strenght when I was weak. I was searching for direction, a new home I would seek. All the damaged, I allowed you to abuse me. When to counseling for them to tell me "see". Confused once again, another mark. It was so bad, I use to take baths in the dark. I don't want to talk about what you did to me. I'm justing waiting for the day, you die, so I can be free. Tears of an Angel, none of this is a lie. Now you see why, I sit and sigh. Written By TLC March 7, 2008 |
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