FEEL I SIT HERE AND WATCH THE TIME GO BY, SITTING, WISHING AND WAITING. I HAVE NO CONTROL, I DON'T WANT TO SPEND MY LIFE HATING. I FEEL LIKE A CHILD INSIDE, MY HEART HAS A MIND OF IT'S OWN. I JUST WANT TO RUN AWAY FROM IT ALL, NOTHING HAS BEEN SOWN. DO I PUSH YOU AWAY, DEEP FEELINGS INSIDE OF ME . I DON'T KNOW WHERE THE WORDS COME FROM, DON'T CLASSIFY ME. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME, SHE ASKED THEE . NO RESPONSE FOR HE IS TO WEAK TO SEE. I LOOK OUT MY WINDOW AND GAZE ACROSS THE SKY. WHAT A DREAMER I AM LISTENING TO YOU LIE. DRIFT AWAY FROM MY THOUGHTS, JUST LET IT BE. JUST LET GO OF IT ALL, YOU'LL BE SET FREE. I FEEL SO TIRED, MY MIND TERRIFIES ME. SADDEN BY SCARS, THEY WILL FOREVER HAUNT ME. I CANNOT FIND THE STRENGHT, WHY DO I FEEL SO WEAK. RETURN TO MY LORD, HIS WISDOM AND SAFETY I SEEK. FOR ACCEPTANCE IT SHALL BE. LETTING GO IS THE HARDEST THING FOR ME. BEHIND THE SORROW AND PAIN, SUNSHINE AND JOY I WILL GAIN. FACING MY FEARS IS SCARY INSIDE I TRY. I JUST WANT TO SIT IN MY ROOM AND CRY. THE TEARS HAVE STOP, I FEEL STRONGER. THINGS ARE CHANGING, IT SHOULDN'T BE MUCH LONGER. COURAGEOUS WOMAN, BEAUTY AND LOVE IS WHAT I SEE I TAKE YOUR HATRED AND CRUELITY, I GIVE IT BACK TO THEE. I'VE SADDEN MY SPIRIT, I'VE SADDEN MY SOUL FOR NO ONE MAKES YOU FEEL, EXCEPT YOURSELF I WAS TOLD. TLC - JANURARY 7, 2007 |
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