I am a SAHM to two precious little boys, Harley & Davidson. They mean the world to me. I use to be a hard party girl, but after having my boys things have changed. I believe in my heart that they saved my life. My partying and drinking had gotten way out of control. I love being their mommy, I feel honored to be called a mom. I waited 19 long years for them to come along and I cherrish everything about them. These past 2yrs I have learned along with my boys. I've learned to be more patient with their needs, and each day I learn new things from them and I'm in awe and amazement of how fast they are growing and learning. There is never a dull moment around our house. They are very active and into everything, plus they have no sense of danger at all. Most days are so much fun and filled with lots of laughter, hugs and kisses. I'm exhausted, but I love it.
I had some health problems before the boys, and only having them made the ones I did have worse and others come up. I live in pain on a daily bases, but I wouldn't trade it for anything. My boys are totally worth it.
I enjoy writing poetry, taking pics and making beaded jewelry. I'm no professional at either one, but it's very relaxing. I write, snap or make whatever speaks to my heart, which is all that matters the most. Like I said up above, I'm not perfect, but I'm perfect enough for me.
I enjoy going to the beach and watching and listening to the ocean waves. Just smelling the sea in the air is so relaxing and uplifting. I also enjoy going to the mountains. There is so much beauty around to see. Hearing the birds sing and the wind blowing through the trees is awesome. I love riding on the back of a hawg. Nothing like having the wind blow through your hair and on your face. I feel free like a butterfly when I ride. Several years ago I went railbuggy riding for the first time. It was awesome. Nothing like going up and down the hills and mountains or going through the mud and water puddles. It's so much fun and I miss it. I use to have a bag packed in my trunk at all times. On my days off I would take off in my car and just drive wherever the car led me. If I decided to stay the night, I was prepared. Most of the times I just turned around and went back home. I have seen many beautiful sceneries by taking the time to relax and enjoy the view.
I'm a city girl at heart, but who loves living in the country. I enjoy the fast pace the city has to offer, but I like the peace and quiet the country has. I don't want to have to worry about what my neighbors have to say when I want to crank up my stereo and jam. Or if I decide to have a bunch of family and friends over for a get together. I also enjoy having the bigger yard for the boys to run around in and play. I'm plain, simple and very easy going. If I was any more laid back I would have feet on my back to walk....lol. Seriously, I am laid back and it doesn't take much to make me happy. I enjoy the simple things in life.
I am a caring, loving, loyal and honest person to my friends and family, even if some of them are not back to me. Tell me a secret and I won't say a word, it's safe with me. The only exception to the rule is if you plan on hurting yourself or someone else, then I'm sorry I do have to tell someone. I may not have all the answers you want to hear or solutions to your problems, but I am a great listener. My ears are always open to vent and my shoulder is always available to cry on. I don't judge others and I don't expect to be judged either. I'm a lover not a fighter. I hate fighting, I've had enough of that in my life already and don't want any more.
I don't have much, but what I do have I'm very proud of for working so hard for. There have been times I didn't have any furniture and I did with what I had. In the past I have made an entertainment center and dining table set out of boxes and footlockers. It wasn't much, but I was very proud of my creations. It made due until I could afford to get what I needed.
I don't ask for much. The only thing I do ask for is your honesty. I am a survivor of many things. If you ask me nicely, I will be more than happy to share my story with you. All I want in mylife these days is love and peace, no more caos and abuse. |
