Hey Everyone!



I will never complain again about my boys waking me up in the wee hours of the morning.  At 5am this morning my 5 y/o son, Harley, comes running into my room crying and asking if I was ok.  He startled me awake and I was gasping for air.  I guess my air way had gotten cut off some how and I was having troubles breathing.  He said I scared him because I was breathing funny and choking.  After I caught my breath I fell back to sleep with Harley hugging me and crying asking if I was going to be ok and if I was going to die.  I know it sure did scare me.  I have been drained all day and had to take several breaks in between cleaning and playing with my boys.  Tonight is family night, which means we camp out in the living room.  Probably a good thing I will be sleeping in the recliner tonight with my head propped up.  But never again will I complain about my boys waking me up before it's time or before we have to get up.  I hate to imagine what might have happened if Harley didn't come running into my bedroom like he did.



I've been having some dark and depressive days for some time now.  My psychiatrist gave me an antidepressant to take and upped my bipolar medication.  This new medication will also help me quit smoking, which I need to real bad.  It will take 3-4wks to get into my system before I will be able to tell the difference.



The boys are sound asleep on the living room floor from watching cartoons and movies for family night and they have very full tummies.  I had a chance to work on my personal website.  I've added some new pics, made some updates and made a few changes.  Go take a peek and tell me what ya think.  www.geocities.com/dimndsmile



Well this old girl is heading off to bed.  I'm exhausted and the boys like to wake up early in the morning.  Hope everyone has a wonderful and beautiful weekend.  Don't forget to stop and be thankful for the small blessings that have come your way and the ones to come and take time to smell the roses