I am a messed-up girl,
With a messed-up mind and heart
Who wishes that all of this commotion to just fall apart;
Even though it’s the reason I’m still a part,
Of this world full of things and citizens
Full of hatred and mistakes;
I still thought its worth of time and life,
Thanks to fright;
I had finally known that hope has deceived me all this time
Oh, how surprised and hurt I had been,
I thought that the hope I had deeply within;
Wouldn’t be horrible like all the other things had always been
Sadly no one was by my side,
Even on those cold, harsh days and nights;
Not one person gave me attention,
Those made me transform it into motivation;
Thus, nothing seems to happen,
As light turned to dark;
Day turns into night
Lost of hope slowly consumed me,
And not a single person noticed;
I became one with the dark, lonely and violent souls
The girl who was so fragile and innocent before,
Is now broken and a dangerous point;
That makes everyone fall in fear just by hearing my name,
When it was once a name that made everyone felt okay, in veins;
I know it’s complicated but that’s what it has always stayed,
So be happy scumbags, bastards and selfish demons;
You’ve gotten another new friend,
A friend, who once was an innocent being,
now turned into one of the most horrible things.