Everything is shattered,
Everything is gone,
Everything is slowly fading,
And everyone’s slowly disappearing.

I saw a light,
I ran toward it,
Yet it vanished and now here I am,
In this strange place,
Beseeching to feel warmth,
From those people who I needed
But even though I pleaded
They were unable to hear and I became conceited

And I’m left with nothing but me, my pain and agony.
Cursing myself for being like this,
Cursing the heavens for making me go through this.

You can’t blame me for being like that,
You can’t blame me for feeling awfully bad.
I keep it all a secret,
This strange void less place,
That I encounter everywhere.

This place somehow keeps on shapeshifting,
It can be a place wherein structures repeating collapse;
With me below, trying to stay calm and collected,
But soon breaks down reminiscing that I was always being rejected.

It can also be a place with an unbearable silence,
That nothing but my breathing is audible;
And sooner or later, I shout and go reckless,
Hoping someone would talk and confirm their presence.

And with all these things going on,
I soon realize that I ‘m really all alone,
And that, going into the light,
Is way better than staying in this so-called residence,
And grow insane.

And I say goodbye,
In my head,
To all those people that pretend,
That I can go through this.

And I say goodbye,
In my head,
To those people,
That I love and have loved me back.

And I say goodbye to myself,
And thank her for trying to survive
But sadly, I’m already tired,
So…goodbye…