For life is long and uncertain. I at least know I am strong! So far, I've over came alot of obsticles from law suits my parents got into that used alot of $ we didn't really have to surgery on a hernia. One good thing is that emotional scars don't show upon your skin. But on occasion I get really depressed to the point where if I could, I die of natural problems on the spot. Pain, torture, hunger, work, blood and sweat. It's not easy livin in my shoes. With so many problems... But whats wrost is having no one to talk too. Everyone listens + gives their own 2 cents. No one understands! It's retartded...

SO I get bottled emotions but to relive the pressure I often go into a daze (trance) or i type it out here. What most people see is that I'm some fucked up kid with probs. But thats not the case, they can't see I'm misunderstood with noo one guidance or help.