a meaningful relationship.

 

A hum, a buzz, a murmur...

How did we get here, you and I?

So many years, I never had you with me. I was just a kid trying to figure out, what my path was in life. But even from the start, I knew you were out there. I felt you calling me to find you. But you found me; you came into my life as I came into yours.

Sometimes when you’re not there and I’m all alone, I wonder if we should really be together. How can I explain that having you with me is like a double-edged sword? How do I explain that you give me both pleasure and pain?

Sometimes, I wonder what my life would have been, if we had never met. Maybe it would have been better. Easier somehow. But I’d never trade you for anything; and that scares. It scares me that I need you.

Do you know how hard it is for me to say that every part of me desires and yearns for you? It makes me feel weak to think I need you so much.

When you’re around me, I feel adrenaline, a rush, electricity that only comes when you’re near.

And I know it all might end for you and I, but you’ll always be a part of me. God knows I’ll never forget you.

Curtains drawn, music floating through the air, stage lit.

A hum, a buzz, a murmur...of a crowd.

We got here, you and I...And I’m going to enjoy it.

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Note: Justin thinking about his relationship with stardom.

 

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